GUess what!?!?.....AHAHAHAHAHAHA I AM GONNA CRY! I AM GONNA SLAM MY HEAD IN THE WALL AND CRY! ....NO!....first!-....I will drink some cola!.....then...i will watch some TV....play some PMD.....eat some chocolate without nuts.....drink some cola again.....watch some more TV....and then - THEN I WILL KILL A MUDKIP AND THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN I WILL FACEWALL!
Guess who decides to f*** with you when you dont feel like it!?....PHOTO-SHOPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!! _ I was drawing both "Silver" and the "spindas cafe" lineart - the spindas cafe drawing was like 80% completed!!! all I had to do was edit the lighting!!! and that was it! then just put my signature on and IM DONE!!! - but NOOOOOO!!! photoshop error error *DIES* - this is a huge slap in the face! that was photoshop saying "update me now or never mother f***** D<" GYAAH DX xD
oh? whats that? "elma just open the file again and-" BOIII!!!!! IF THAT WAS POSSIBLE!!!!!! shesh!!! *facefloor* - I CANT! ....The file! just opens the lineart! *facepalm* why? Because my stupidass forgot to SAVE at ALL during the whole drawing process!......yeah! XD my own fault? screw you! its not! its life's fault! photoshop shouldnt have crashed! it shouldnt it just shouldnt!!! XD blame PS! - but SURPRISINGLY enough- my other sketch made it out without any harm- i guess i saved on THAT o-.....OH YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME?!?!?! XD *facerape* wait whut? no! *facedesk* - what i did was i DOUBLE saved on the SAME file XD instead of SAVING on BOTH i saved on 1!....................
I ....I am gonna cry.....I am gonna.....cry XD...............I am going to cut myself open rip my heart out eat it alive stab it with a knife as it is in my stomach, rip it out again, throw it down a cliff let it get eaten by crows and bugs, pick it up, throw it into a bush full of those meat-eating-flowers, get out on of the flowers, beat it to death until it spits my heart out, then i will use it as a baseball bat to SWING my heart up in the air, until it hits a airplane, gets caught in its wing-engine thing, gets ripped into a million peices, falls into the sea and gets eaten by sharks, and STAYS THERE AND THEN BURNS FOR ALL DAMN INTERNITY! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA! CUZZ THAT IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW!!!!! ........."Elma you acre crazy!!!-" well shut up! XD i dont wana hear those comments!!! HOW WOULD U FEEL LIKE IF 20 HOURS OF WORK WAS JUST THROWN DOWN DA TOILET!?.....or litterally out my chest into a jungle on to a plane into the sea- a blah blah blah XDDDD
`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More
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It's not funny, b/c my mom killed herself and I've had a friend who self-harmed for part of her life, so PLEASE, don't joke about it. It's not OK, AT ALL.
Secondly, I would recommend you get a Mac. I mean it. It takes a little bit of learning and a lot of saving but it's totally worth it, it works smoothly, and it DOES NOT CRASH. Not unless it's an old pile of crap. So please, take my comment into consideration. XDDD
>_>.......WOMAN IM WORKING ON A MAC RIGHT NOW!!! XD ...................
I should of commented earlier~
Please Don't...*Sniff* Then I won't be able to *Sniff* See any moar awesome Art!
Man I remember when Gimp died and deleted my save file with it...I was like
O_O BNEWODIHEOIEDNEOIADKJKLAWMDLKWJDKAWL!!!!!!!! XD