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I heard this speculation about a month or two ago... The "fairy" type.

Max told me it was a new type they thought would be for Pokemon. I refused to believe it since it was... Well, let's see...
Grass...water...fire...am I missing something?....Steel...dark... yeah...makes sense...wait what? Fairy? OH YEAH! SLAP THAT ON LADS, GO RIGHT AHEAD! AFTER 4 WHOLE REGIONS WE FORGOT 'THAT'? WELL, BETTER LATE THAN NEVER.

The funny thing is that AFTER I said "it's probably fake." I also said "unless they're making it to knock those overpowered dragon types into oblivion." because to be honest, they're the most overpowered type of ALL. Funnily enough I was half right. It's super effective against dragons. Whoop-de-do!~

The new pokemon are awesome as well!
I already drew some of them in a dump that i refused to upload because ugh it looks shitty </3 Though I really want to draw Vivillion - it's....it created nostalgia for me hnnnn <3 Butterfreeeeeeeee haaaaa! I can just picture Ash catching this in the new region!-...oh good lord...Now I'm reminded of the utter torment of him actually STILL being the main character.

I honestly gave up on him in the Sinnoh series. I honestly did. It seemed like fun at first but... I don't know. I just gave up. The entire series in sinnoh seem very very...long and pointless.

Anyways, going back to the new pokemon-
Sylveon was a fairy type. Ha. Figures they would let out an eeveelution and make us rage at it's type only to be WRONG about it unless we somehow heard of the "fairy" type theory. Nintendo, I see what you did there.  

Speaking of FAIRY type; now we got a new type. Any thoughts?
I feel as if they needed a new one. They needed something against the dragons and something that rock types could be more useful for. I hope the Fairy-type weakness is rock or ground. Would make rock and ground type pokemon more useful + one resistance doesn't cut it with rock types. If rock types could handle fairies that would be splendid. They need more luv.

The only problem I may have is that it's a FAIRY TYPE.
FAIRY.
Imagine.

DRAGONS. Getting beaten by FAIRIES.
Seems like nintendo logic will NEVER get old.
I can just imagine Tingeling slapping Palkia across the face and completely winning that battle. No. Nothing wrong with that at all. Actually, imma draw that. brb.

Stay rad and glad peeps. Rad and GLAD.

PS: Today was a nice day to begin our summer vacation. We had a little scene full of people singing and others handing out papers and prizes to the best students. The best part was when a cocky student was called up on the stage and his friend started laughing like crazy and yelled out "WHAT ARE THEY CALLING 'YOU' UP FOR!? YOU DIDN'T DO JACK SHIT!" everyone in the hall started laughing. The teachers were only playing a prank on him, calling him up on stage for lolz. It's K, I think they sorta planned that out. Funny nevertheless. I finished the homework I needed done and was off to go.

Now how will i celebrate this wonderful first day of summer vacation you ask? Simple...

STAY UP ALL NIGHT AND DRAW PUZZLE-SHIPPING.

 

Btw; I completely ship Yusei and Yami too.

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I was just sitting in my room playing Ace attorney (1st) and then suddenly I find my mom storming into my room laughing. "What the heck?" She's just screaming......or more like trying to scream in-between her laughter "COME QUICK!" is the only thing she says.

She drags me off to the kitchen where I say "This better be important woman...I was just on trial." She just pushed me over to the window where I heard a "OOOUUWUUUAOOAHHHHHH!!!" .....In a matter of seconds I raise my brows and just go "....Is a cat dying or something?" She just laughs and goes to finish off making the pizza. I raise the curtains a bit to look outside and I see no one. The voices were coming from the far right over a house or maybe behind it, I couldn't see anything from my apartment.

"He's singing!" Was the only thing my mom could say before continuing to laugh. I really didn't find it too funny...at least not as funny as her reactions to it. You should have heard her - it was beyond priceless. Suddenly, the voice came back even stronger than before. I was having a hard time hearing it since my mom was laughing so much, but I did hear it for a brief moment.

I stood there for a while to wait for another scream. 1 or 2 minutes passed and then my mother said "Call me when he screams again." I just replied with "I think he'll call you." Which caused her to laugh out loud even more. I dunno, I didn't find it too funny but once she started laughing so did I. I seriously knew Pizza wasn't gonna get done anytime soon with this guy out singing. "Can I sue him for causing me to die of starvation? I think I'll discuss this matter with Phoenix Wright." Not a bad idea to be honest. Which reminded me to get back and play the game we all oh so love <3

Since I have nothing more to say, I guess I'll spam you with what I think about Ace Attorney so far? I played it a bit yesterday and i'm about to end the 3rd case. I don't know how many this game has, but I think it's around either 6 or 5?

I played the first game and didn't exactly know what to expect. I have never played even a single ace attorney game. Once I got to know the characters I seriously loved all of them <3 The puns! The jokes OH GOOD GODS! Just...all the amazing things <3

Maya and Phoenix. = Completely SHIP <3 They're just adorable. Don't care if she's 17 ;_;
It's weird how Maya can "channel" spirits.....AND WHEN SHE CALLS FOR HER DEAD SISTER SHE GROWS BIG BEWBIES AND LOOKS MORE MATURE O_O GOOD LORDS. I was like "THEY'RE BASICALLY LIKE YUUGI AND YAMI! - COMPLETELY SHIP THEM NOW....wait.....they're sisters....incest....ok, moment ruined. *goes back to shipping Maya and Phoenix*" x) Completely hetero ~

That one guy though, in the 3rd case if I remember right. Sal Manella? That guy. THAT FAQIN GUY. When he started using phrases like "ROFL!" and .....and stuff I didn't even KNOW existed I literally started dying of laughter...I was on the edge...then...suddenly....around the corner....was a " :( " smily....in the text...in the game.......I WAS DONE. THAT WAS THE FINAL BLOW. IT DID ME IN. TAMI HAS DIED //SASDFGHJKJHGFDSDFGHJK

:3 Well, I guess this journal was random. Here you go. Another journal. OH! Also, now when I'm already going to post a new journal, I guess I can tell you who want to read the puzzle-shipping fic BxS to .....wait for another week or so XD I don't know. I want it to be good and our school days aren't over yet. We have 2 weeks left before we can end and our grades really depend on this. I want to make sure to get everything cleared up before ....regretting it. I could easily puzzle-ship later on. That's why the fic will be a little late ;_; Pictures will still be uploaded though I think. Though im running out of ammo x''D I'll try my best. I still have lots of work to do and finish... ;;n;; Summer vacation is just around the corner- LIBERTYYYYYY ~ Hopefully I'll get to work on PMD-L this summer too :3 Or...ya know....ignore it completely because puzzle-ship <3

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I so completely stole this from my test subject. He thought it was funny to answer question 81 with a joke, so I decided i'd do the same thing only to get revenge. Yes, I'm going to answer 100 questions JUST because I want to reply to him on 1 question. Shows how motivated he keeps me. Well, let's tamify this meme.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Well, I'm not Ashton but I did injure my drawing hand. Someone stabbed me with a sharp pencil that went through my skin. The black mark is still there. Not exactly a scar, but more like a mark.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
My drawings. Guys. The floor, the desk, the bed- EVERYTHING is covered with papers. The only thing left "naked" are my walls and even THEN my drawings cover them up pretty well.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
How are you supposed to know you do that in your sleep if you're sleeping?

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Anything really. Though I mostly like to listen to rock.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
No and I'm sure you don't either, so we're equally as ignorant.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Pokemon mystery dungeon gates to infinity. Screw the 3ds. I'll get it later. The most important thing is to get the game in my hands before it vanishes from the shops.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Human intelligence. It's been gone for a loooonnng time. I also fear it might not come back...

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
That's a really difficult question....I guess....my hands? If I can't pick my hands then I guess I'll pick something else. Manga, anime, art... That I guess. Uh...but I don't own that. Wow. I just realized I don't know what I own anymore.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
Go figures you'd pick on the short, so this is also why you wrote the questions in all caps?

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
ONLY when I'm in a small room with a LOT of other people there.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
I'm not scared of the dark, the dark is scared of me.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
......A friend who said he/she would contact me but didn't and it's been about 2 or 3 weeks.

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
I think I said that already. That human intelligence may not ever return...

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
I think I care as little as you do.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
Well... I propose we play a game? Anywhere is fine.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Neither. TEA.

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Anything that isn't pineapples. You NEVER put fruit on a pizza.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Piiiiiiizaaaaaaa....

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Dark red. Black isn't a color so I can't really choose it.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
...........I assume this is a rhetorical question?

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
I honestly don't remember. I don't get gifts often. Then again, I'm not a nice person so that's sorta expected.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
Yeah. I sorta have a crush. That is, if you're talking about a crusher.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
"Two is better than one" they said. They lied.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
"I really don't care what I wear." - Motto.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED.
one-hundred? Do I get a bonus for including both words in?

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
….It depends on what burns faster.

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
I can't pick one quote, so have a LOT OF THEM.
"To say that 'atheism' is a religion is to say that 'bald' is a hair color." - Matt Dillahunty.
"There are many religions in this world, they can't all be right but they can all be WRONG." - Matt Dillahunty.
"If you stand for nothing, you'll fall for anything." - Alexander Hamilton
"Knowledge is limited imagination encircles the world." - Albert Einstein
"You will not be punished for your anger; you will be punished by your anger." - Buddha
"Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak. Courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen." - Winston Churchill

I can't remember any more at the top of my head but there are LOTS.

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
Anywhere without bees. Again, I don't think I have a preference.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Wtf is a USA?

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
.... You'll never find out what my weakness is.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
...That's still alive?

37. FIRST JOB?
In a kitchen. The first day I arrived I fell ill on the spot and got a high feever. Someone had to come pick me up because it was that bad, lol.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
....Im from bosnia.....of course I have.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
Eh...............Love is overrated.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Schoolwork. Ya know, nothing important.

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
They had to reprogram my brain since I was apparently being too violent. Pft...It was only a game.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT ?
MY.F*CKING.ART.
THAT'S ABOUT IT.
Pisses me off at times since I see so many flaws in my art.

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Uh, no?

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
World peace........Yeah of course I'm being sarcastic.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
Oh god.....This question can't be answered seriously. So here we go.
I'd have 13 girls, 19 boys and their names would be mixes of each others names. So. Take for example Albert. I'd have someone named Berta Arbet Teral Bert Relab Bela Al etc. I'd make life a 6-letter world.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
The darkness. I have many names because there's many ways to say this exact word in bosnian and still mean the same thing. Tama - Tamira - Tamno - Tamna. I stick with Tami.

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
....The fact it's the opposite sex? Completely hetero~

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
.............The fact people claim these will be the "best years" of our lives. Lies.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
It varies. I don't really think about it much, but I stick with 'head and shoulders'. Even if I don't preferably have any shoulders.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Fuck no!

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
I have no idea what "lunch meat" is and how it's different from normal meat, but I dunno, I don't eat meat too often.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
I tend to kill the people I play with. It's not my fault they're bad people.

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
VERY....but i tend to make my jealousy into a game. I look at the person I'm jealous of and ask myself where they're gonna be in 10 years....Instantly, I feel better!

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
HELL NO.

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Spellcheck. *Do you agree to be friends with benefits?* It's bad enough everything is in all caps.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
For me? Very little. As for the rest of the world; hell yes.  

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Play a game or two...

58.WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS?
So, basically you're asking me if I was ever part of the hungergames?

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
................I legitimately have no idea. I didn't have toys, I had boardgames.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Many. It's funny that I have so many yet I never ever pick it up to call someone. It's been dead for about 2 years. It's just chilling there, not even turned on...now that reminds me of someone I know...

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
I had no idea who barney even was. Then I meet Internet...and he showed me.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
As much as you use caps.

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Pft. Chocolate chips all the wayyyy.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Any criteria that a guy/girl would have. If they had both criteria from both sexes though i'd be confused over what to call the person.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
I was called Tams once..........Yeah.....let's stick with Tami.

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
PIXEL'S AWAY!

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Oh pfff.....At the moment? Yu-gi-oh. I also want to watch Deadman Wonderland + Hellsing.... Far the hell away from the anime department, there's also an urge to watch Adventure Time. What I'm currently watching a lot though is The Atheist Experience and debates about rights such as gay marriage/environmental issues/if god exists etc. I tend to listen to this while I draw.

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Strap them to a chair and force them to play a game.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Chocolaatteeeeeee but I haven't tasted many other flavors so yeeaa....

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
Let's see. No toes. No fingers but claws. Then again, can you fly? I rest my case.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
Not anymore. I have it with me in school. Which raises a more important question; "Shouldn't I actually be WORKING?"

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Study for a big test this wednesday.....also draw more puzzle-shipping.

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
Older? Define how old. Older as in...25 years? 40 years? 70 years? PFT! I'll be glad if I live one more year. Seeing how messed up the earth is already, I might just volunteer to die early.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Only the ones who aren't in all caps.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
White Rabbit by Egypt Central. Love that song <3

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
I care so much to remember the liquid i consume every day.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
....Didn't I just say the thing's been dead for about 2 years?

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
I'm gonna say Voice. Voice is important. If someone has a high pitched scream I just...don't even-... Yes I'm talking to you Aaron.

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Draw, eat, write, sing, make jokes, killsomerandompeopleandpokemonduringgames ya know, the basic stuff.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
My test subject. He knows why <3

82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
Winter without question. NO BUGS.

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Cotton candy is nice but I really can't decide on which candy is my favorite.

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
Yep. I might have just lost one though by answering question 81 <3

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Bald is a haircolor! FUNNEH!

86. EYE COLOR?
Crimson.

87. SHOE SIZE?
Feet + No toes = Do I honestly need shoes?

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
I don't eat fast food. One main reason is - IdontconsumefoodasalifeforcebutIfeedoffpain.

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Mom is my restaurant. Whatever she says gooess-out the window

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Never had it to be honest. At least from what I can remember.

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
PFT! Who bothers to follow TV programs when you can just search for whatever you want on the internet? Besides, my favorite anime's are never on TV.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
You'd guess it'd be my birthday but it really isn't. I tend to not care about days, seasons, holidays etc. I really don't celebrate anything or want to celebrate. I guess I'm too neutral.

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
Who am I, Aaron?

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
TAMI

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
............If you're with me, you sort of skip the foreplay.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Both are equally as annoying.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
.....Kill me now. Pokemon conquest. And regretted it ever since.

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
I dont think marrying a house would be a good idea...What if it burns to the ground? I mean, look what happened to Aaron. *insert random icon of Aaron's billions of houses burning down to the ground*

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
..................I expect everyone is waiting for me to say I'm reading "I'm a book owo)/" well....I'm actually reading the bible. HEY! It's got some very very good ways of torturing people. I learn.

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:



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Let's see....The complications that happened today....What? You honestly want to read about how PERFECT my day was? The hell, you do? Well until I have a good day, you're not getting any good news. However, you're getting a hell of a lot of amusement. Again, my inbox is flooded, I still haven't checked all messages. Sorry ;_; I dont think I will either. I might just have to reset everything and make sure I have 0 messages. Time is so limited. Sorry if some of this is also spelled wrong or...poorly written. I'm preparing for another test and....yeah. I don't plan on going back to spellcheck what I've written. It's mostly just a brainstorm as my teacher would say.

As I was walking to school today I got attacked by a bee that seemed to be equally as big as my thumb...I have....slight...Entomophobia....basically I really really don't like insects...I...kinda panic around them....Here's a tip for any friend; Don't take me to any sort of forest or park at summer. Unless the ground is covered with snow, I can not feel safe outside. Especially not since we live in such a green neighborhood. I came home one day from school with like a... 1 week vacation and I look back at the surroundings near our apartment...The sky was gray...the ground was brown-ish, not a hint of grass...it was raining and there were no leafs on the trees. I come out a week later and BOOM holy hell. It's a jungle out there. Suddenly bees start flocking around me like I'm a freaking chocolate bar. So as I'm walking to school, this bee attacks me, bringing along it's bee-pals and they all gang up on me. I just scream and start waving around like a lunatic trying to get rid of them. I also try to RUN but holy hell those things are FAST. I open my school bag and take out my laptop to start hitting the bees away. No. I'm not kidding. THIS is what I mean when I say "panic". There was NOTHING else in my bag to take with me! A woman catches me waving my laptop around and just....I dunno, laughs and walks away really quickly. I assume she can't see the bees from that distance, but I sure as hell did. They were all in my face until I at least managed to hit one down, causing them to get even more pissed at me. Luckily enough I came from that COMPLETELY UNHARMED....uhhhh, i'd like to thank my laptop...Ya know...it was there to protect me...Most people would use it to...ya know...browse the internet. I did something productive! YEEEEEY.

Now on with the school talk. This will be FUUUUUUNNNNN....

I had a test I needed to study for this wednesday...I studied and stayed up about all night to get it sorted out ONLY to find out it's NEXT wednesday. Suddenly my swedish teacher asks me if I should do our SWEDISH test THAT EXACT WEDNESDAY.....I had NO IDEA there even WAS a test! So she asks me "Would you like to do it this friday instead?" HELL -TO THE- YES! Anything to not do it right now since I don't even know what I'm studying for! So I take the friday offer, only to find out that it wouldn't have made a difference whatever option I chose. I had to finish a natural science project in school, so I stayed until around 5 where everyone else left and took the bus home to continue it there. Once I finished it was about 8 or 9. I remembered "Oh fuck me. Tomorrow's thursday..." Thursday is the day I start at 8 in the morning and get home at 6 a clock from school. If I wanted SOME sleep I'd have to go to bed right away so I could wake up around 5 or 6 to get dressed, eat and get on my buss. I decided to skip training for the test in swedish since I took 1 good look at the paper then just fell asleep from all the words I had to remember and the meanings of them and how to use them. As I woke up yesterday (thursday) I also forgot an english assignment that was supposed to be handed in. Luckily, I'm pretty quick when it comes to english assignments, so I already told myself i'd do the assignment in the 40 minutes we had english on friday (which was last-due date. If I would have messed up the timing there i'd been SCREWED!) and hope I make it on time (which I did.). Late thursday night. I'm answering the questions on this paper until I come to a section about slicing words in half. I kid you not, the text I was looking at was jumping all over the place from different definitions into talking about completely different words. I had a hard time grasping what I WAS STUDYING for the love of RA until I realized it's about the EASIEST thing that I could possibly comprehend once it was explained in a logical manner. The last 2 things on the test were about placing different names on words and the classes they are in, I completely saw this as a wide-area that I wouldn't be able to cover in 2 hours only. I had to memorize all this until the test friday morning. There was one problem and that was answering ALL questions on all topics. I decided to only take the simple topics and remember them so I could at least get an E on this test and if I had time over, go through the more difficult stuff. However, that wasn't the case, and i barely had time to go through a small amount of the questions until the clock was 1 and I was forced to go to sleep. While mom went to sleep, she made sure I also went to bed. Once I noticed she was asleep I closed my door, turned the lights on and started to study until about 3. I answered all questions now except the really long ones at the end and needed sleep. With those long questions, I only missed 2 topics. I covered 3 topics and missed 2. Big deal.....And guess what was ON the test? ONLY those 2 topics I didn't cover. I wanted to punch myself in the face for not finding enough time to finish the last two topics. If I would have stayed up for another hour or two I could have probably covered them. I called on my teacher and asked her to just simply tell me what to do first. I understood some things but had to guess on the last 2 questions. In all honesty, I was expecting an F. Surely enough, when she arrived she looked at the test in silence and just said "...hmm....good....good....good..." She then started to explain what the words meant and the way I used them was correct. I'd remembered some things from the last 2 topics because I at least attempted to finish them but gave up since it seemed to take so long. Really, the only things I had to know was apparently the things I covered before the 2 last topics. My mind is equally as confused as yours is as you're probably reading this going "....da faq?" Anyways. Good news is...I got an E. The sad news is that right after THAT test was over, my english teacher called me to do the ENGLISH national test this upcoming MONDAY AND....and.....AND the second part of the test. That will be like 3 hours for listening (We have 3 national tests, you can call them exams. Each takes up to 3 hours and we have 3 parts. Listening, writing and speaking.) then 3 hours for writing unless the two of them are combined. I love english, so I don't think I have a problem with that. The PROBLEM is telling what the bloody HELL the scottish people are talking about! I swear! It's easier for me to decipher hieroglyphs than to understand the scottish people! We did it last year and THAT is what made me fail horribly and get a B in english. A freaking B!!! I'M IN SHAME! I wanted an A so bad ARGH! XD Fine, lets stop bitchin' and moaning about that. Anyways... Taking all this in the last 3 couple of days was a bit of a mind crush for me to be honest. I hadn't even been told to do 2 tests and now I'm supposed to prepare for both of them under such a small time limit. I guess they were tests we already did but I was sick during those days? I wonder why they didn't send an email or something. A call would have been nice. All in all, I'm keeping my assignments done even if I have a small time limit. Now all that has to be done is some webbdesigning'. Not a problem...I hope...

As I step out of the buss back home, I find an old woman picking up newspapers. We call them "Metro" here. It's free around every busstop. I remember the incident a while ago...The one with the bees. "I am NOT crossing that street again without a weapon." I mumbled. I reach out for a newspaper in the dump and start to form it to look like a....hmmmm...What do you call those things the japanese people always wave around? Oh whatever. It looked like this Sunfeather? I swear to GOD that's the only thing that's popping up in my mind. > [link] I tried to fold my paper according to that so I could easily slap some of the bees down without the paper bending. Soon this old woman speaks to me. "Nice to see that young people still read the newspapers" I wonder WHY she said it...just because we're more glued to the internetzzzz doesn't mean we don't care about the news...while in all honesty I REALLY wouldn't have picked up that newspaper if it wasn't for the bees. I read news online when I feel like it, it's simpler like that. I reply to her "Oh no, This isn't for reading, this is for protection. It's a weapon." She looked at me weirdly and raised her brows. "Oh! No...I don't mean.....I'm not gonna bash someone's head in with this newspaper..." I explained. She looked relieved. "I have a mallet for that." I said AND WALKED AWAY. GODS. Have you ever had that feeling where you just felt like you wanted to be a complete troll? I swear, her FACE made it sooooo hard not to laugh. It was like "YEAH I HAVE A MALLET!" and then just....turn around so she can't catch me grinning like a lunatic. It was by far the best trolling I've done this week. Her face was priceless. If I could draw it, my drawing wouldn't be enough to express her expression during that comment. PRICELESS.

Now as for PMD-L....I honestly just wanted the title to be a pun, there's no connection to this journal and PMD-L. Then again, I am thinking about using my newspaper as a weapon, so I MIGHT just say lawless. I literally walked through that part of the street prepared. "COME AT ME BRO! " But nothing attacked me. They must have sensed the huge amount of evil coming from my mighty newspaper. It was just quivering with anticipation to KILL. Much like Marik's millenium rod then. I guess I had the....*puts on sunglasses*... best newspaper of the millenium. AWWWWWWWWWWWSLAPINTHEFACE.

Well, that's all my ducklings. Stay rad and glad. STAY. Rad and GLAD.

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
Art trades and collaborations are open, though they rarely get accepted.
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I understand that some people have a bad childhood. Things don't go as planned, life is not perfect. I understand that some are heartbroken at times and create art to reflect their emotions. I honestly LOVE Yuumei. Mainly because she puts emotions into her art and draws it for a purpose. Her art is some of the most inspiring I've ever came across on this site and I ALWAYS "aww" and "oooh" when she posts a new drawing. She really puts the "heart" in "art"....bad pun I get it, let's move on.

On a serious note. THAT is what I consider art. Writing something horribly like a small poem with gramatical errors full of quotes I've heard before all over the internet is not a POEM or ART. Drawing some quick sketch of how someone sits and cries in a corner asking "Why doesn't he love me???" is not art in the slightest to me. I have a quite high standard when it comes to ART. As you will notice if you continue reading below.

I've seen the front page several times nowadays. Most times flooded by these "secrets" that ONLY seem to go on about how MISERABLE people's lives are. D.A Secret. Guys, I can hear you already "It's only 1 drawing!!! If you don't liuekkk iitt dunnn click on euuuuuuuuttt!!!111!" Uh. No. First of all, it's not only 1 single drawing (most of the times it's not even a drawing but horrible typography.) the entire PAGE is flooded with this if you scroll DOWN. This is an ART site, not a "whine about your life" site. If you want that, go to facebook, there's enough of it there. Sure, nice idea to show support for sad people d.a... If ONLY you'd make actual ART out of the quotes you recieve, and CHECK before you post it to make sure it's not been said OVER AND OVER AGAIN all around the internet. Here are my TOP reasons to why I don't like this entire "d.a secret" thing.

1) ERRORS. They are most of the times grammatically incorrect. Not that it matters, unless you know, you actually CARE if you did a good job on the 'art'. Ya know...check the spelling.

2) REPETITIVE. They are usually full of quotes that I've heard a billion times and I've grown tired off. There's no point in saying stuff that probably happens to EVERYONE at some point in their life. It's too common to be a 'secret'.

3) FLOODING. They take up the entire front page BUMPING DOWN art that someone spent HOURS on. There are many artists that don't get the recognition they deserve because THIS kinda stuff shows up at the front page. In all honesty THAT effects me, because I'm here for ART.

4) DEPRESSING. "Popular" doesn't mean "Good" I'd like it to be this way, that popular would mean "good". It's not though and in all actuality these "secrets" are not good but only popular because they abuse an emotion we all know too well. SADNESS. Do you think anyone would care if their secrets were focused on happiness and ENJOYING life? People writing about how HAPPY they are for something? Hell no. Since when do we want to read about how well other people do? Again, I came to this site for ART, not to get depressed.

5) SADNESS. I would ignore these "secrets" but I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ABUSING EMOTIONS FOR PERSONAL GAIN. Personal gain being "Feel sorry for me because I want attention." As if someone deserves a few watchers or followers ONLY because they're a little sad. NO. It's a 'lovely' emotion that could be portrayed wonderfully through art but it starting to bugg me because of these secrets. They're conveying the emotion "sadness" in only 1 way. The TYPICAL way. Guys, You can be HAPPY, and sad. You can be surprised and sad. Excited, thrilled, relieved, frightened, brave. All those could be applied to sadness. HAPPINESS is something I love applying to sadness since it's such a rare instance seeing someone crying over something GOOD. All these secrets are is a blend of "miserable+sad" which is repetitive and BORING. Art is supposed to be new and refreshing, yet every time i refresh the front page I get the same bogus I saw yesterday.

Most of you don't know my life... But let me give you a few facts just for the sake of argument so you can't push the "ohhhh you don't know how they feeelllll" argument on me. I've gotten that lame sentence thrown at me whenever I've said that something that was written in a poem was bad because it made no sense and was depressing. It's time to give you a rundown of WHY I don't see such silly things as "tragic" and here is why;

My father abused me as a kid. Verbally and physically. > I was neglected and left alone most of my childhood > My mothers mother died of cancer when I was a little kid. > Several of my cousins died right after of other diseases still while I was around the age of 5 - 8. > My family lives in Bosnia completely separated from me. I only get to see them every 3 years or so for a day or two when we have money to travel to Bosnia. > The only relatives I have in this country right now are...MY MOM. My father is off to only your God knows where. > I woke up one night and found my father abusing my mother saying he'd kill her and smash our car.> I was bullied, hit, kicked and teased during my childhood all up until a few years ago but that was the least of my concerns. > Once my father and mother got a divorce I got severely depressed thinking it was my fault and that I'd split them apart. > Suicidal thoughts started to form out of doubt that all I did was make life miserable for my parents and the people I loved. I was emotionally and mentally unstable. > At the age of 13 I had grown out of this thought that 'it's all my fault'. What happened was not my fault but it was my fathers. IT ONLY TOOK FOREVER TO GET OVER IT. > My father has been out of my life for several years now, not texted me for my birthdays or showed up to visit me, NOTHING. The only family I have left is my mom technically. > I honestly have no idea if the man I used to call "father" is even ALIVE anymore. > Every holiday was spent alone because my relatives and family members were in Bosnia. > The relatives I DID have here were lost due to family arguments and stupid insignificant events that shouldn't matter or tare a family apart. Now I'm no longer allowed to speak to them. > It pisses me off that to this day they don't seem to care about us. Not share what they're doing with us even with the bloody INTERNET available.

Hey.....Guys. IF ANYONE....should be on D.A's front page bitching about how HORRIBLE their life has been, it's ME.

Instead I choose NOT to.

Instead I chose to use my artistic and literature skills to portray the emotions. Tell a story as vividly as I can and make others think. Some of you may see my art as sad or depressing at some points... Mainly in my comic PMD-L. Where all characters seem to have a somewhat sad or rich story with lots of despair and rough choices to make. Well yes. I told you I love tragedies. I love "sadness" as an emotion when it's portrayed with ART. Comics, movies, drawings, surrealism, literature. Telling someone a STORY to move them and make them feel something special. I love sadness FOR THAT REASON, that it can easily move someone. I love reading tragedies for the same reason. I love drama and horror. Basically emotions that cause deep thoughts. These "secrets"...don't do that. Not even CLOSE. You want a sad truth? Look through `yuumei 's artwork. Her art is beyond amazing. HER art has made me think, has made me cry, has made me happy and left me speechless. THAT, is art. Bad typography and nagging isn't. AGAIN, MY standards.

Some of you may be asking "What's the difference between YOUR art, and someone else's where they're basically talking about themselves!?"
If they want to make art, post it, fine. No problem. I don't care, what I DO care about is it being shoved in my face every time I go to take a look at what artwork is "most popular". I have no problem if actual effort was put into it. When they're drawing up a sketch not even colored with stuff spelled wrong on it nagging about "He never notices me and thinks im UGLY" ...it's NOT art according to me. Sorry. I have my standards, I decide what is and what is not art according to MY beliefs on what actually is valuable and precious when it comes to art. It may sound rude and harsh but let me elaborate. When I see effort in ones art, I can call it art. Art isn't ONLY about skill. It's about bringing forth an emotion in my opinion. That's the key to art, at least what makes it memorable. Telling a story with a few words, inspiring someone into being alike you or as good of an artist/writer as you. Art is so much to me. Seeing stuff like "d.a secret" on the front page makes me a little disappointed.

I can show empathy and I can show understanding to people who have suffered. I know PLENTY of people who have suffered horribly in my life and I've been there for them every time. Not one of them has gone online on the internet and posted their "secret" to someone only to get a few "awwww, that sucks" in respons from people they don't even know. Got issues? Talk to someone. Call your friends. GET HELP if you can't deal with it yourself. DO SOMETHING. The problems aren't just going to solve themselves. Putting up a "secret" or a drawing talking about how "oh, he doesn't love me because I never told him I loved him, i think I'm ugly and-" All I honestly hear from this is "WA WA WA WA!" ...NOT art.

In all honesty I think this journal has gone on for far too long. I've made my points and I've ranted for some time. It's now time to leave this be. Good. This took only 2 hours to write, now let's start our homework assignment.

Stay rad and GLAD peeps. Emphasis on the fucking GLAD.

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
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-when this lady suddenly comes up to me and starts preaching about the bible.

I swear. I'm going to give all my money to charity once I see a muslim doing this to me. Or hindu, or any other type of religion than simply christianity. THAT has never happened to me in my entire LIFE as to where THIS happens almost every freaking month/week. It happened to me TWICE in one day. The same freaking religion gets shoved in my face. I don't have a problem with people when they show me something as a paper preaching of the bible/koran or so... but when I say I'm an ATHEIST... I expect them to leave me alone and not go "Well, you know...you could still change your mind." UH. NO. That's basically what I mean when I say I'm an atheist. I've seen arguments against god and I can make arguments against god myself. I've read the bible, the koran and several other books, studied abandoned religions and abandoned gods of the past. IVE BEEN RELIGIOUS and I abandoned my religion when I ACTUALLY started reading what I believed. I know that I won't change my mind when a random person walks up to me and says "I have some papers with scriptures on them that come straight from this random old book I don't think you've read!"....sorry. Just don't bother. I've read it and I don't like it. You don't accept that? Too bad, you're wasting both of our time then.

Don't take this the wrong way, all those religions DO raise very good points especially at the time they were written BUT they also raise a lot of BAD points which we can do without, such as owning our own personal slaves. They also contain a lot of contradictions within science that I don't agree with....The earth being flat is my favorite. And there's STILL people who believe that!

On a normal day, i'd just say "I'm an atheist." and then just add "I'm not interested" later if they continued talking to me about it or tried to make me believe. But this happened TWICE on the same bloody busstop at the same day. I couldn't help but to get a bit upset because they were simply wasting my time.

"Excuse me, have you read the bible? It says that all who die will rise again." I am NOT kidding. This was a legitimate statement. This WAS her opening statement. I looked at her weirdly and just shrugged.
"I'm an atheist. I don't believe in any gods, sorry."
"Oh...I see...Well, you can still change your mind." Ugh. I just wanted to run away at the spot. I knew where this was heading.
"No. I'm pretty sure of my choice, thank you."
"You're waiting for the bus, aren't you? Why not take these papers to read just for fun then? Maybe you'll find them useful." At this point I think I probably lost it. I didn't care if this lady was old and probably only did this out of kindness, it still irritated me. School had been terrible, my headache was getting worse and I was in no condition to read the bible.
"Actually, I found them VERY useful. I've read the entire bible, nothing you have there is going to be anything new. I've also read the koran and read into other not so popular religions which used to be popular at the time." I said.
"Oh! You have?" She looked shocked. I guess she expected me to not know what I was rejecting.
"And that's the reason I'm an atheist. Because all of them lack something I don't think I can live without. LOGIC." I said. She smiled for some reason.
"Well it was nice speaking to you." and then she walked away.

Apologies for my rudeness... but if you can't take a NO for an answer twice, expect some impoliteness on my part. I don't mind when people preach but please just preach ONCE and if I reject you at that point don't say "Well ya know-" because I'm NOT interested. Emphasis on the NOT.

Now that I think about it... it's been some time ago I've read the koran, I should probably read it again. I used to be a muslim. Using the word "muslim" lightly since I once heard my friends talk about God and then ran to ask my father about it to which he simply replied "Oh yeah, he's real and by the way, you're a muslim." ...Yeeeeeah... I think that'd be an important point to adress to a kid...

Anyways, goodnight peeps <3 Stay rad and glad.

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
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Firstly I want to apologize for lack of comments/replies/deviation uploads but my inbox is currently at around 2000 feedback messages and I have SO MUCH TROUBLE navigating the hell out of it! My replies will be slow, as i can only see 3 replies at a time and 3 comments at a time. Welp/ y must homework and obsessions rule my life?

Off topic before I actually get on topic; I am currently deeply obsessed with yu-gi-oh AND puzzle-shipping. Sobs/ it's now officially my OTP XD After starting to watch the series I see even more reason for puzzle-ship...also more reason to think Anzu/Tea (Sorry if i shift between their names often. They're the same person but I confuse their names. I mess their names up because Tea and Anzu are different. Anzu in the manga is more...brutal...and...ugh... actually has SOME lines and character, not that it's a good character. To where TEA from the anime is a waste and a nuisance.) is a waste of what seemed like it could have been a good character but hey, opinions. Tristan at least has some character, fighting with Duke all the time and trying to win Serenity's heart also being Joeys best friend aside from Yuugi (which i don't consider being his best friend since he knew Tristan long before he knew Yuugi). SURE that's still a character that's somewhat...lacking in story and personality but it beats Tea by a MILE! Tea just says 1 sentence each episode and most of the times it's nothing but a "Yuugi!" or "Hang in there!" UGH! I've made this a drinking game. I take a sip whenever I hear a friendship-speech coming on or she yells "YUUGI!" etc. GODS, before you know it, I've gotten drunk and then had to re-watch like 2 episodes because of it. Memory is a b!tch at times.

Now ON to our topic. The lights went out yesterday in the middle of a very important personal conflict......Read Yaoi or Yuri. Yes. That is a very touchy subject indeed. I mean, I enjoy yaoi but yuri is just <3 Ahm. Jokes aside, I was honestly doing something of importance... believe it or not. Since the electricity went off in our entire neighborhood we also lacked internet. WELL CRUD.

What do we do when we have NO internet, NO electricity and NO books to read in the bloody DARK?.....WE ROLE-PLAY YU-GI-OH CHARACTERS 8D
Mom decided to take out wine and chocolate and just get a bit drunk before going to bed since the internet was off and the TV. I wanted to join SOOOOOO BADLY but rejected it since I knew I actually had school tomorrow....also she didn't really allow me to have any. I'm gonna share some of the best moments I had while derping around in the dark while the electricity was gone. I have a lot of em, but I dont think anyone cares, so I'm just gonna post the ones I found most amusing. I liked how ridiculously I voiced all of them and even my mom enjoyed this at some level XD Surprisingly, the british accent didn't stop her from laughing even though she hates it with a burning passion of a thousand egyptian sun gods. Now on with the conversations 8D

Marik: I AM MARIK  ISHTAR, AND YOU SHALL FEAR THE MIGHTY BLOW OF MY MILLENIUM ROD!
Mom: *dies because of the way I voice act marik* WHAT WAS THAT!?
Marik: DO NOT ANGER MY ROD!
Bakura: Trust me. Don't anger his "rod". I've seen what happens.

Yami: I think people are trying to call on their iphones and they're sad because they have no Internet to reach the other person.
Yuugi: Uh…
Yami: Shush, I am an ancient pharaoh; I don't need to comprehend technology.

Mother: Wasn't there a concert in town today?
Yami: Hm? OH MY GOD CARDS! JUSTIN BEIBER IS NOT GONNA HAVE A CONCERT BECAUSE THERE'S A BLACK-OUT IN THE ENTIRE CITY, THANK THE GODS!
Marik: Aww that's so sad, I really wanted to go.
Bakura: I am just going to pretend you didn't say that.
Marik: But!-
Yami: Let's shove him in the locker.
Bakura: For once I am actually going to team up with you, but it's going to be a first and last.
Yami: Sweet. I'm taking your virginity AND your pride. Christmas came early in Egypt.

Marik: PICK YOUR CARD BAKURA! *Moment of realization* Oh god, I just sounded like a girl…
Mom: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Marik: DUNNOT QUESTION MY SEXUALITY!
Bakura: I play my trap card – it lets me question your sexuality and if I get it right you lose.
Marik: ….I hate you so much.

Bakura: I SUMMON- uh… (I-… I don't know any of Bakuras cards XD)
Marik: ALRIGHT! My turn! …Uh…(How did I forget his Egyptian god card!? XD)
After a few thinking seconds, I decided to go with Yami.
Yami: That's it! I summon field-…knight…something…RETARDED GUARDIAN! *giggles in frustration*….*waves* Let's play a game!
After failing all 3 characters Tami sat in the corner of shame for a solid 2 seconds. Her face similar to something like this > [link]

Yami: *Finally remembering the cards name* I summon obnoxious Celtic guardian! IN DEFENSE MODE! I also special summon kings knight with MONSTER REBORN! Attack his life points directly!
Bakura: Mirror force.
Yami: …
Bakura: You're not gonna counter it with your face down card?
Yami: …You do realize you just wasted mirror force on my knight and I can attack you next turn with Celtic guardian. I'm saving my trap card for next turn to negate your summon, you don't have any trap cards to put in play anymore which means you're screwed.
Bakura: ……SH!T!

Mom: I miss my TV ;__;
Yami: DON'T CRY OVER THE TELEVISION! We have card games damnit!

Mom: If you're going to be hyperactive, then just go to bed.
Yami: B-but I want to challenge you to a children's card game. Let me challenge you to a children's card game… Let me have the card games *tries not to laugh* My life is meaningless without them. My soul existence is to play card games- GODS MY LIFE SUCKS.

Mom: I hate this. I hate the dark.
Bakura: Oh you'll LOVE the shadow realm then. *Satanic laugh*
Marik: I don't think she will, Bakura.
Bakura: Shut up Marik. We have things to do and people to see and people to do and things to see. Preferably, each other, in that exact order.

Marik: I have to admit, Bakura. I am married to my sister.
Bakura: YOU… WHAT?
Marik: It's no big deal. All Egyptians married their sister's…right?
Bakura: Why the hell is the pharaoh still single then?
Yami: You freaking killed me, you asshole.
Bakura: OH YEAH... *laughs* that was fun.

Yami: The lights went off. I am surrounded by complete darkness. GODS it feels like the millennium puzzle trapped me all over again. Aibou! Where are you when I need you?! Why can't I talk to you aibou?! Does our mind-link require internet connection too!?
Mom: I'm so completely drinking all this wine today >u>
Yami: Oh! Care to share some of that wine with the pharaoh? I've been trapped in the millennium puzzle for…well… years. I could need a cup of wine right now.
Mom: Who was aibou? *Pronouncing aibou wrong*
Yami: Oh! Yuugi, I must found yo- pppfffff my English has gone out the window. It left with my sanity. Wait a minute. I came from Egypt. How the hell do I know how to speak English, HECK how do I know Japanese!? If I lost all memories how do I even know how to SPEAK?
Mom: You know Japanese?
Yami: PLOT-TWIST!
Bakura: More like plot-hole.
Yami: Those are too common to count.

Yami: *looks at candles* Oh my gods. WHAT CARD IS THIS!? I've never seen this card in my entire life!
Mom: Uh. Don't touch the fire.
Yami: Is it a trap card? How can you play it? What is its special effect? How do I activate it? Do I touch it?
After a severe burn, several minutes later, the pharaoh realized you shouldn't actually touch fire.

Yami: IN THE NAME OF THE PHARAOH, YOU SHALL DUEL ME.
Mom: *starts talking about something that I don't agree with*
Yami: I will send you to the shadow realm if you disagree with me.
Mom: I'll take my chances.
Yami: …Damn it. Caught in my bluff.

Mom: I don't want to listen to fairy...tales. Stop talking about this pharaoh.
Yami: But it's not fairytales! I saved the world from Ra, Obelisk and Slifer the sky dragon… Then again I almost destroyed it too.

Mom: There's lights in the far distance I think.
Yami: I'm not an idiot. I can see that with my bare eyes, the problem is navigating through this darkness. I thought I'd be used to that by now, living in the millennium puzzle and all but apparently clearly not.

This is where the lights came back on and I almost lost my mind XD

Yami: I just want to go into my soul room and have a little bit of fun.
Mom: What are you going to do?
Yami: I am going to shake my sexy hair and dance.  

Mom: Why are you going to your room? It's in complete darkness.
Yami: Exactly. I'm going to make myself feel at home again with the dark. This is my soul room; it is bound to be in complete darkness... Soon the chains are going to prevent me from performing this magic dance of magic any furth-*all lights suddenly come on shining brightly* OAH WHAT THE FLUCK HAPPENED!?  
Mom: Hey, my computer is back on.
Yami: AIBOU! You came back!...My room is in complete darkness. Well, that's now *drum roll* ancient history. Ba-dum-tsss.  

AND SO the story of how boredom struck me again, ends. How ....splendid. I need to actually draw some of these conversations. I freaking, haha. There are more that I liked but these were just picked out because...dunno. If I make a mini comic with the jokes I'll save the best for the comic 8D There was also mild-shipping going on while I was talking. I feel as if the only reason I suffer through all those friend-speeches is to ship the characters. Now I actually know when friend-speeches will show up. If a friendship speech is done by anzu, she needs to wait a good 8 episodes before doing a friendship speech again. If by any other character, it's like 4 or 3 episodes. Depends on what situation they're in. Duelist kingdom had LOTS. The battle city tournament had less. I think, mainly because they focused on Marik....and Kaiba focused on the god cards. Seriously, every single sentence that he had was either about how almighty he is or about the God cards. I just AAAAAARGHHHHHH but he's awesome <3

Anyways, that's it for now 8D Hope you're enjoying some of the journal spam. Just...random jibberish here and there haha.

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
Art trades and collaborations are open, though they rarely get accepted.
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ARGHHH!!!! I am so MAD at myself right now. Yeah, fine sure, i'll answer your questions, you guys wanted to know and here it is. Don't say you didn't want it because these were direct questions here and there ive gotten several times.

Will Aaron die in the end of PMD-L?
No.
Will Alice die in the end of PMD-L?
No.
Will Melody be killed?
By Alice and Ashton.
Is Ashton a girl or a boy?
Boy.
Why is Tami a mini Midna?
She isn't.
Who is the hero of light?
Alice.
Who is the hero of darkness?
Aaron.
Is the legend somehow connected to all characters in PMD-L?
UH. YES? Whatever that means.
Is Ashton a boy or a girl?
Boy.
What are the canon shippings?
AaronxAlice - Resentment-shipping.
Is there going to be romance in PMD-L? EVER?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, durr, no. Hints maybe, just no bloody kissing. Most of the pokemon don't even have arms to hug with. Or legs. Or ears. Or- yeah I'm talking to you Ebony.
Is Lancelot important to the story? Are any of the side-characters?
All have their own role to play.
Is Ashton a boy or a girl?
Boy.
Will there ever be an ATP for Ashton and the time he was happy with his little sister?
HAHAHAHA-...oh, that was a serious question? Only main characters have an ATP. AKA Alice and Aaron.
If Aaron is the hero of darkness and Alice the hero of light, what would their child be like?
How the HELL should I know? And why is this even a question!?
How does Tami relate into the story?
She is the game master. She decides the moves everyone makes before they even make them. She controls everything, another reason to why she is my pokesona.
Why hasn't Tami appeared yet!?
WOW calm pony. Calm. Save the best for last as said.
Does Tami have any special powers other than travel in time?
When the hell did I say she could travel through time?
Can you give us some fanservice?
Depends on how naughty you are with the choice of 'fanservice'. Hurr, steadfast-shipping. No, homo.
STEADFAST-SHIPPING!? 8D
NO.
Weird that Tami seems to be important, yet you reveal no information about her, why?
DUH! Because she's important!
Is Ashton a boy or a girl?
Girl.
WAIT!? HE'S A GIRL!?

GAME CHANGER, DUCKLETTS!

Is any of this true?
You'd like that wouldn't you? Have a late 'april fools' joke put on you a tad too late.

Saying that; is this entire journal a fake? Hmmm... Actually, it might be and it might not be. I'll let you think about that for yourself. Saying no will deny everything above, saying yes will make it real. However, I have tricked you in the past. I tell all of you who read descriptions of pictures related to PMD-L; DONT. LISTEN. TO. THE. DESCRIPTIONS. Unless I state that it's a side story it might possibly just be a clue to get your mind sidetracked. Because, I dunno. I'm like RA. I work in mysterious FREAKING ways. FEAR ME AND MY DANDELIONS ON A STICK! This is also just to direct everyone at the comic instead of taking facts from my descriptions. Nowadays I always have to put "not story-related" in my drawings just to make sure no one gets the wrong idea. Though ill stop doing that now to be honest, it ruins the surprises.

The title of this journal was "messing up big time". I have forgot to actually share this journal with you guys. I wanted to make a journal where I exposed EVERYTHING about PMD-L. PLOT STORY EVERYTHING. Then at the end just saying "Uh, april fools". Sadly, i happened to plan the kiriban, thinking it was enough, but then made this to fool you. Then again, I didn't think I would upload it on the same day. I would upload this first, making you all think that the prank was over and then have the kiriban fooling you yet again. I was pushing "publish" but it seemed like the journal was never posted. I was actually confused over the fact I didn't get any comments. I thought "Meh, they probably just didn't like the joke" never realized that I actually didn't post it. Soon I put up a poll asking "Uh, is Ashton male or female" to see if any got the joke in this journal. Only to freaking die at the many who said he was actually a girl. "WAIT, GUYS, WHAT THE HELL!? EVEN AFTER THE JOURNAL I MADE!?" I was mad, pulling my hair out. Then I ran back to my journals to check if there were any comments until I realized

".......Oh freck......no journal."

So here I am, spamming you with what should have been spammed earlier. And....quite frankly...



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* Off topic news, Justin Beiber just arrived in Sweden. Arceus, help us all... Though i just heard the danish people aren't very fond of him hahahaha! I FREAKING LOVE YOU DANISH PEOPLE <3 You make me proud :3

You guys seem to like this screwing around with a british accent and singing, so I thought, heck why not give it another shot? Next time ill actually record it and share it with you guys.....if im feeling nice >u>

After my mom returned from her little shopping trip she brought me shoes 8D OMG! a pair of ones that looked like leather! I nearly bloody died! XD But from here I wanted to focus on PMD-L trolling instead of yu-gi-oh parody trolling 8D So....I'm still speaking in a british accent and so on, you know the drill from now...hehe...drill...GIGA DRILL!

Mom: *brings home shoes* Try them on ._.
Me: O_O *sees very horribly colored shoes with overly saturated colors* ...My GOD do you want to be a walking street-light, blondie? (Makes sense cuzz my mom has blonde hair XD)
Mom: They're fine >_> Now try on your pair of shoes.
Me: *opens another bag ignoring my mom* HOLY HELL! DIAMONDS!? What do you want to be with these shoes!? A walking disco ball as well!?
Mom: TRY DEM ON! >U
Me: o_o You'll start a rave by just walking down to the supermarket....hehe...Rave....
Mom: ELMA!!
Me: wot?
Mom: .....*leaves and goes into the kitchen*
Me: *tries on shoes* .....Well.... They're ok I suppose......
Mom: I'm not weird.
Me: ....HOW?!?! *throws shoes off to the wall* Im gonna try these on *tries to grab another pair of shoes but I hit my head on the edge of the table* BLOODY DANDELIONS ON A STICK! *crouches in pain* FFFFFFFFFurry tentacle ears.
Mom: o_O?.... What was that?
Me: I feel like Ashton after a good solid beating that may or may not have involved Aaron.
Mom: *probably completely clueless* Did the shoes fit?
Me: I don't know, let me collect my braincells that this table knocked over and maybe we can all reach an agreement.
Mom: *walks back into the kitchen*
Me: I'm perfectly fine by the way thank you for the millions of concerns...
Mom: Have you been drinking water today?
Me: I think water is the least of my concerns at this very moment don't you think? *still in face-down position since my head hurts so bloody much XD*

After I try on all the shoes things get better...or worse 8D I start talking to myself as 3 completely different characters. Mainly Aaron and Ashton. Just to see how my mom reacts. I think Ill do this in school at some point too XD Seems like fun (though ill probably chose characters from fandoms that are popular), I wonder how people would react. I'm shifting voices below while still sort of keeping the british accent rolling XD

Me as Ashton: I'll beat you with my shoe! *waves the ugly shoe around*
Me as Aaron: ._. ...
Me as Ashton: By the time I'm done with you you'll be taking the walk of shame!
Me as Aaron: By the time I'M done with YOU you'll be limping in shame.
Mom: o_o ... *just looks at me weird and moves the shoes and clothes around the room*
Me as Blondie: Why are you guys being so mean? D:
Me as Ashton: HE KILLED MY SISTER!
Me as Aaron: HE KILLED ALL MY CASTLE MEMBERS!
Me as Blondie: You two are so completely gay for each other.
Both mom and me: .............................
Me: ........*slowly walks out the room and into the hall* Well, that killed nearly every PMD-L character that was ever created... Thank the fandom.

*A little later*

Me: Do we have any lights?
Mom: Why?
Me: My light went off in my room. I suppose I can cope with it but then again I don't want to feel as if im living in a cave.
Mom: Oh. Yeah. *continues watching tv*
Me: uhm....So where are the lights?
Mom: ....Oh, somewhere.
Me: That was quite the dandy help I received. Hehe...dandy...DANDELIONS ON A STICK!
Mom: O_O.....
Me: *runs into the kitchen* ...*sees something move on the counter* HOLY SALMON BALLS! *backs off and enters battle position* HARVEY IS BACK!

Someone will know. Maybe. My expectations are way too high.

Me: *tries to kill the bug* ;;__;; I can't reach. *brings forward a chair and steps on it* Just imagine this bug is queen Milo and everything will just go perfect...
*The bug flies away from me*
Me: OH MY, FLYING PEANUT SERPENT! *falls of chair* GAH- PLANK SHAPED BOLLOCKS!
Mom: What is going on?!
Me: You know, living in a cave actually sounds quite cozy now that I think about it...

I think this was the least my mom cared about my random rambling. It has no effect on her anymore other than the fact it annoys her to some extent xD Well...that was...painful. I hope you enjoyed this journal ._. And....I didn't enjoy it...but...ya know...it was fun until all the harm started to kick in. I honestly believe I can't stop talking like this. I have forgot what my original voice sounds like XD

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Remember when I posted that journal yesterday? Probably not because you actually have a life, unlike me, BUT HEY IT'S NOT LIKE IM CHOOSING TO BE ALONE. It's quiet in the broken dimension and Shinji doesn't keep me good company, it gets boring quick.

So what do we do? WE START SINGING LIKE SIR LANCELOT YET AGAIN!

I sang yesterday because I flipped a switch or two and ended up singing in a british male accent. Since then I really haven't stopped speaking in the same voice in english at home. I think I found my moms weakness. Haha. The main reason I started to speak english again is because she wouldn't stop bugging me about 'english'. She told me that I actually don't have a clue of the english language and that she was superior and more advanced in english than what I was. I asked her to say 1 sentence in english and she said she didn't have to prove her point. I told her that if she really was that superior, it wouldn't be a problem testifying it, and all she said was;

"I can english!" and pushed me out of the way! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I just clapped my hands really slowly as I walked behind her "You can REALLY english" she just replied with "Shut up >_> you know what I mean." in swedish.

I just pulled the horrid british accent again and started talking how I would imagine sir Lancelot from PMD-L XD... It didn't go as expected. But at least I recorded this. Mom wanted me to follow her to the store so we could buy shoes or such, and I told her I didn't want to since I have homework to do. This turned into a real freaking yelling spree, but funnily enough I didn't get mad like I usually do. I guess it's also because I was being really unserious. Here is a small cut out of our conversation x) + I'm still speaking in that voice and my mom is replying in swedish and croatian. I thought it was fun yesterday when I was derping with yu-gi-oh, so I did it again.

Mom: You're coming with me! We're gonna go shopping for new shoes.
Me: Why can't we go when I have less homework to do? :U
*3 minutes later of me trying to stay and work on my history assignment* Here is also where I stop caring.

Mom: BECAUSE NOW IS NOW.
Me: So.....YOLO! <)
Mom: You're coming with me, now get dressed.
Me: "Do your homework" she says. "Come shop with me" she says 1 hour later. And you guys wonder why my grades are horrible. Decide beforehand!
Mom: *is arguing with harsh words i can't really translate to english from croatian*
Me: ...*Is listening to her rant but doesn't understand half the croatian jibberish*
Mom: So you're coming with me!
Me: ..........So you play card-games too?
Mom: You're weird, I'm not weird.
Me: I didn't....call you weird....BUT I CHALLENGE YOU TO A DUEL!
Mom: FINE! Don't come with me! Be that way you *croatian cuss words I can't translate correctly because screw my language*
Me: I didn't expect this voice to be your mortal enemy o_o You really are losing your sh!t. I don't think I need this card-game to beat you.
Mom: You're weird! I'm not weird!
Me: *doesn't realize my mom hears 'card-games' as 'weird'* IM NOT CALLING YOU WEIRD! Wow, I didn't even need to mind-crush you ._. You're lost forever in the shadow realm already.
Mom: SHUT UP >( *goes into rage mode and starts cussing again while closing the door of her room to get dressed*
Me: ......Did I just win a conversation by talking about card games in a british accent?
Mom: YOU'RE WEIRD, I'M NOT! YOU!
Me: I DIDN'T CALL YOU WEIRD! *pulling hair out because I can't realize how she hears 'weird' from 'card games'*
Mom: This is abuse, you're abusing me.
Me: O_______O.......Well that escalated quickly.
Mom: I'm leaving now without you, are you going to come or not!?
Me: .....I thought we established this from the beginning of our conversation. Also, you just said you'd leave without me, so I don't have any reason to follow really.
Mom: *slams door in my face and leaves the house* I hope you die in there.
Me: *opens door and watches mom walk downstairs* Baibai! Remember to bring me some leather shoes! *sees my neighbor who's starring at me weirdly because of my voice probably(? )* ..........
Neighbor: ............Hi.
Me: Oh don't mind me darling, I'm just getting ready for a victory dance in my hall of fame, want to join me? *looks in the hall mirror and sees that the only clothes I'm actually waring is a short shirt and panties* O_O............On second thought I think I need to return to the shadow realm, I believe someone just stole my leather pants. BAKURA!!!!!!!!!!! *slams door in my neighbors face* O_O...ok. That wasn't supposed to happen.

After a few minutes I just start laughing and saying "omg omg omg" XD I just wish I saw my neighbors face when all this happened, poor her must have been like "WTF?" and "What's up with that voice?" XD We've established this now, I'm mentally derp.

But then again, i'd rather be mentally derp than a cerial killer. Besides, being mentally derp is more fun when you get to make people go "WTF WAS THIS?"

I hops you guys have a lovely night, and remember, stay rad and glad 8D <3 I wonder if anyone actually cares about these journals or even finds them amusing....XD

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Just wanted to share something with you guys again, then after this ill go work on some school assignments haha//shotallivebeendoingsofarisdrawpuzzleshippingandyugiohsketches

I noticed my mom has been using the net more and more. She's watching shows on it and what not, it's basically the ONLY thing she does.

I saw she was using internet explorer, and all these annoying adds were popping up for her and an add was showing up basically every 5 minutes on the video she was watching. She keeps telling me "bloody ads! they're viruses! spies! they want me." ...uhm ok XD haha. It's not really.....that. I've tried to explain it. Though she doesn't really listen. This just gets silly and funny after I try to explain to her about how google chrome can work faster and better while having ad-block on or something like that.

She basically tells me "NO! because here I have my favorites and chrome has nothing like it!" ....uhm... Chrome has a better one I think... You can organize it better than the one in explorer; believe me, I've used explorer haha. I told her that the "favorites" was that STAR at the corner, which lets you bookmark something, and get easy access to it later. She said it was .....complicated, and didn't work the same way.

It gets even more frustrating to tell her that " You'll enjoy it more without the ads." She claims there's no way of getting rid of the ads XD ....gahhhhhh. Trying to disprove this to her was really irritating me since she kept saying "it's not possible, it's not possible, don't talk to me".

At this point, I just lost it. I think my brain just wanted to switch off. This is also where the fun starts. Imagine ME as sir Lancelot from PMD-L in a australian+british deep accent saying the words below XD ...Just....yeah. And I WAS speaking english as I was saying these words haha!

Tami: Are you barking mad!? Ya' can't just say that I'm wrong and then leave the conversation, you have to prove me wrong mate!
Mom: NO. You're wrong. Leave me alone.
Tami: 'orite 'orite mate. I'll leave ya alone k? But just lemme ASk you this one finAL qUEStiON beFORE I tAKE my LEAve.
Mom: *covers ears*
Tami: If ya want to enjoy yar' show without bloody adds popping up every nao' and den', you'll have to use dat noggin of yours and actually take my advice. Or at least listen to me and allow me to make my point.
Mom: You done?
Tami: .............
Mom: *looks at laptop and puts the video on PLAY - completely ignoring me*
Tami: ....ok. That's it...IM SINNNNNGGGINNNNGGG IN MY HALLLLLLLLLLLL-
Mom: o_o???

Keep in mind, it's like, in the middle of the night now XD.... And im singing like....an opera singer basically. STILL with the accent. I also noticed that at this point I shifted the accent a little bit and started sounding like Marik Ishtar XD

Tami: WHAT A GLORIOUS FALL- OF MAN! SOMETHING SOMETHING, I'LL JUST MAKE UP THESE LYRICS AS I GO!
Mom: =_= *looks at laptop and pauses the video*
Tami: IF AN AD BLOCKS YOUR VIEW AGAIN, OR THE NET CAVES IN, DON'T EXPECT ANY HELP FROM ME, BECAUSE THAT'S JUST BEEEEEE - A WASTE OF MY TIME.
Mom: *still ignoring*
Tami: I HAVE THE FIST OF THE LEFT, THE LEG OF THE RIGHT AND THE HEAD OF THE BEAST, EXODIA MOTHER F*CKERS, I HAVE AD-FREE VIDEOS TO WATCH AT LEAST.
Mom: O_=.....
Tami: I SUMMON MY LOGIC IN ATTACK MODE, YOU USE YOUR MILLENIUM ROD AND-I-..AM-...AM-...AM-...LEATHER PANTS!
Mom: ._.
Tami: AND SO THE RIVER FLOWS OVER AND TEARS ARE SHED, YAMI LEAVES FOREVER AND I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP IN BE- wait wha- ok. Night mom. *closes door of room*
Mom: ._. *plays video again*
Zero f*cks given XD

I have no idea. I just thought it'd be fun to start singing random crap after I was unable to tell her it'd be easier for her to watch this stuff on another browser. Internet explorer isn't really top notch if you know what I mean XD Sorry for the horrible spelling and the very very slow replies ;;n;; I promise, I read all of the comments, but I don't have too much time to reply now x) I'll try to squeeze in some time after I finish homework and tests and etc @_@ OMG THE TESTS!!!!!!

[link] < This was basically my face every 2 seconds. DERP NOW BACK TO WORK. //actuallworkandnotdrawingorsomethingelsebleh

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[link] YEAP. NEW FORM. YOU CAN ALL GO FLYING INTO A POT OF DORITOS!

=_= Because I can't begin how many told me I was stupid for thinking it was a new form. HELOH! >O

WHERE'S YOUR ARCEUS NOW HUH? 8D W00T W00T!

WAHA The new form looks so rad! I actually am looking forward to this! It looks so much cooler in the movie! AND OMG! Nostalgia D: When I saw pikachu cry I was just like "No! This is NOT going there! NOT AGAIN!!!!!" D: fffffff I actually do really like this pokemon now.....Uh. Mainly because their new style of drawing Mewtwo doesn't look as badass as the old one XD I am so freaking looking forward to it hnnnnnnn <3 omg, so much epicness I think i'll die <3

PS: BUT....I still don't like the feet XD....

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I guess this can be counted as a small little rant. I want to share my feelings about this >U Also because it's hilarious.

Whenever my mom calls for someone to come over, they always come over like an hour before they're actually supposed to be here. Today, she said that a friend of hers was coming over at 10 a clock. I woke up around 9, and the reason I woke up was because the door opened and someone entered ._. Mom then came to me and said "oh yeah, she said she'd be here at 10." My reply was basically "Then what's she doing here, NOW?"

My problem with people who come over to my home isn't that they come too early, but it's more like they feel like they ARE the people who own the place.

I try to focus on homework and/or drawing, and they're yelling in the other room so f*cking loud it blows my ears off. If they were talking about politics or something important then i'd get why they yell, but deciding who should marry who in a TV show/soap is NOT a freaking important matter, and can therefore be discussed quietly. Gossip and silly things like "I like this kind of skirt! That other one is ugly because it's too pale!" is poison for my ears when I actually try to study science or anything for that matter. I ask them to keep quiet but they start yelling even louder, and even at me.

Today, i just had to tell them (or more like YELL at them since they didn't hear me) "PLEASE, keep quiet!". I walked over to my door, opened it and just told them to be a bit quieter. The guest my mom brought over just walked up from her chair, came towards me, told me to SHUT UP, and slammed my own door in my own face.

...Now, I'm no person who has good manners... BUT WHAT THE FLYING F*CK. I would never do that in someone else's house, and not even my own! What gives her the right to just slam the bloody door in my face?

After that door incident, I've been trying to draw something and listen to a debate about gay rights and why they should be allowed to marry each other, while my mom and her idiotic friend don't let me pay attention to my studies. THANK YOU.

This is why I love having Tami as my pokesona. In times like these I always plan to get back at them in a non-harmful/violent way. I actually decided to get some revenge after thinking about the door-thing. To show them how obnoxious their blabber was when I was trying to pay attention to my studies-........ I took my CD of Skillet album "awake" and just put it on max volume and BLASTED the f*cking music as high as possible! WAHAHAHAHA did they get pissed!

Mom got up from her seat and yelled at me to turn the music off. My reply was basically "Can't hearrr youuuuu 8D Did you say something????" Sorry. After asking them over 5 times to PLEASE keep their volume down, i just had to do something. The best part was when my moms friend jumped out of her seat and told me to keep that horrible music down, HAHA! Horrible. Good show mate, good show.  

My moms friend told me to "Respect people who are older!" to which I replied "I am mentally older than you, so you should respect me. "

Here is a small bit of our conversation, just for lulz 8D

Tami: Did that annoy you? Well you guys annoyed me the same way! So please, QUIET!
Mom's friend: You're yelling now too! >(
Tami: I have a justified reason to why I'm yelling NOW! I'm enraged! You guys were yelling for no reason at all, and I'm actually trying to study!
Mom: We can yell if we want.
Tami: I can play music if I want
Mom: Ok, we'll try to be more quiet.
Tami: =_= Yeah. I couldn't believe less in that.

* 1 minute later, they're STILL YELLING*

Tami: *opens door* >U LIES!!!
Mom: OK! We'll keep it down!
Moms friend: >_> Pft. We're not yelling.
Tami: ._. ....... At least my mom acknowledges the fact you're loud.

Right now, it's completely silent. They're both out of the house 8''''D AW GAWD YES.
I have no idea what happened but it's finally quiet enough to THINK in here. ;;u;;
I haven't shared anything personal with you guys in a while, so I thought this might be something, even if it's very small XD Stay rad and glad peeps! 8D

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Though it doesn't reveal anything new, CoroCoro also reveals the pieces about the new Pokémon revealed last week. In doing so, it confirms that it replaces Mewtwo on the movie poster and confirms that it is in fact a new form of Mewtwo, with the poster explanation stating that Mewtwo has awakened and become its new shape. Thanks to gin for translations. We'll provide more on this as and when it comes. Click the below thumbnails for larger versions. [link]

._. Told you.
MAN people got pissy when I said it was a new form and not mewthree.

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When Tami is too lazy to google something, she asks other people to do her work, HAWHAWHAWHAW

No, in all seriousness, I'm doing homework, and I dont know when I'll actually have time to search for this, but I would just like to know...

What the bloody hell is D.A CHAT for?
How do you use it?
Can someone just briefly explain to me how it works and what purpose it serves?

I say this because if I can start a chat and get ROARING drunk while talking to a bunch of you we'll have a lot of fun talking about random nonsense, and it can cause a lot of people to become new friends 8D

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I hope it's a late april fools joke ;____;

[link] < Here's the image.

I swear, the first time I saw it, I was struggling to locate his body. At first I thought he was a dragonair, wahhhh. Pokemon. NO. STAHP ET. STAHP. It looks STUPID.

Before some are going to call me a hater (because apparently having standards and talking about it is now considered hating) ; here are the main reasons I dont like it.

1- The head is too big for the body
2- His legs look like Pe-...X____X....nevermind.
3- He grew a chest and turned female ._.
4- They made him look younger =_= Just preference I guess, but it looks silly compared to how badass he looked in the first movie.
5- HIS BUTT IS ON HIS HEAD NOW! Where's the tail!?

Please be an april fools joke ;__; please?
I don't want this to be real.
PRETTY PLEASE?

I especially don't like when they mess with old designs because that confuses players who are just getting into Pokemon. If you buy a new game such as gen 6, then buy an older game you won't be able to transform Mewtwo and you'll wonder why x_x I guess this is just an opinion, but they also messed a bit with my childhood memories by doing this ;_; I personally wouldn't mind a slight change in his design is it was a good design, but this really isn't.

Look, maybe it's not such a bad idea and I'm over-thinking things, but I wouldn't have a PROBLEM with this if the design was decent. Mewtwo turned whimpy ._. I can't take the design seriously for reasons stated above. I would be able to take the design seriously if it was something badass or a really amazing design. His design looks lazy, sloppy and I seriously think some of the people on D.A could do a better job designing a better "new form" IF this is real. EVEN IF IT'S FAKE MAN, EVEN IF IT'S FAKE D: IT JUST DOESN'T WORK!  I don't know if this is one of the "you'll love it after you play with it or see it in action" type of thing, but it better be ;__; or these feels of sadness won't go away.
Anyways, that's just a quick opinion on what I think.

OI, THANX GUYS!
IT'S CONFIRMED TO BA FAKE :'''''D KLICK BELOW!
[link]

;__; OK. Sad face. It's been confirmed to be real now ;;n;; But hey. I've seen the actual pose now, it doesn't look too bad. I still have a problem with it's feet =_= And it's head looking pretty big ;n; and that the tail is on it's head.... Though, looking at the video, it looked a LOT better. And I mean a LOT better. BTW, they never actually mentioned it's a new form of mewtwo I think :'O So it may as well be a new sort of Pokemon, even if it looks just like him.

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"A dating site for artists".....ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

Are you just gonna let me off the hook for april fools?
Is that the best you can do DeviantART?
COME ON! At least last year it terrified me when those random pictures of cats popped up, now it's just weird.

What would a dating site for artists do?
"Show me your drawing and maybe we can date"
Yeah, even if it's legit, it's weird. I have a hard time believing this is true.

Wouldn't it be awesome if I calculated all the views I got daily correctly, and then managed to make my Kiriban on april fools; then say "april fools" when someone catches the Kiriban?

Now THAT would be an evil genius.

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Ya know, not that it will happen or anything.

Good mornin' bishies!

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AND IM CELEBRATING IT WITH A NICE LONG NAP, 'NITE GUYS

ZZZZ

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HAHAHA! SCREW INSPIRATION! The minute I put on some music to enjoy while I write this, I get completely sidetracked and start drawing something related to PMD-L. Pffffff God. This is retarded. More like it; I'm retarded. God works in strange ways, and Elmas brain does as well it seems.

On the other hand, I actually do have some events to share with you.

Remember the good old times? 8D
The times i'd actually post journals more often? HAAAAhahahaha T__T
Long time ago. But I think I can write up some random stuff that happened today. None of the things I'm gonna say are of any importance - soooooo, here we go.

Firstly, I have a hell of a lot of songs that inspired me to draw PMD-L related things to them, but no motivation to finish any of them. HAHA She says as she got sidetracked like 2 minutes ago...
Here's a little.......clue to what and who from PMD-L that I'm drawing [link] <3

Secondly, I had no idea we had an english presentation today ._.
The entire week I was working on something else during my english lessons and completely neglected english for a second. Yeah, it's my fault I know, I should have payed attention.

When I checked my schedule this morning I was like "oh,.....WAIT!? ENGLISH PRESENTATION!? SHIT!!" D: but I thought "oh well, nothing to do now" since I only had about 15 minutes to get to the buss and hurry to school. However...While watching a debate (yes =_= I watch debates when I eat breakfast...whaaattt?? It's fun XD) about gay rights I stumbled across a rather interesting...THING. The man in the debate mentioned a woman called "Sally Kurn" and....he said "for more outrageous quotes, I suggest GOOGLE that name" I didn't want to at first, but I was just like "Meh, I want to find out since I cant judge her too hard if it's really just 1 quote and this guy is being overdramatic". Soooo... I googled... I cried...and holy hell the things this woman says... Literally makes me want to puke. I couldn't believe some of the quotes, freaking hell. After finishing breakfast and reading through some quotes I ran to school. If you want to know what quotes I read, google "Sally Kurn quotes" and klick on the first result.

After I arrived in our english classroom I figured out we could talk about whatever topic we wanted... I actually picked Sally Kurn as my topic. I couldn't talk about anything else! What else was I supposed to talk about or come up with in the beginning of class!? XD The only thing I could have pulled up was "pokemon" but I needed sources for that as well. The only things I had up on my computer at the moment was a few things I wrote down about this woman just to memorize it quickly, some pages with her quotes and information about her. So out of convenience I picked her as a topic. I had about 2 minutes or so to prepare since someone else had a presentation before me - that...lasted 2 minutes XD Yeah.

I took my computer with me and opened the page full of quotes and started to just talk from memory, trying to make it a presentation. I was supposed to end up just having to do a presentation of 5 minutes, but my presentation turned out to be 15 minutes or so instead. It was mostly also a presentation of opinions and rights, so it's nothing I had to study for since I already had my viewpoints on this subject set. So, this is why it took 15 minutes. This was also mostly because I talked a lot to the teacher who asked me if this actually was legit XD We ended up discussing religion, as well as some things like where we think rights come from and so on.

After I slapped my computer together, she said that I kept her entertained the whole time and that it actually looked like I practiced a lot on this presentation. She then said that my presentation along with my english is "A" material....SHE GRADED ME A! HOLY BLOODY HELL XD I mean, I utterly resent this woman, but THANK HER GOD she appeared at that time to save the day pfffhahaha. I laughed a bit when she gave me my grade, saying I just expected to get a D or E at least, but it turned out so much better >u<

She set me off saying "happy easter" and now I'm gonna ignore my nap and start drawing shazz XD Yeah, I said I was going to sleep, and I legitimately wanted to... but... ya know... Drawing always comes first <3 Oh hell....I actually do have homework to do. I guess I could do my homework now so I'm free the entire weekend. BLEH OK, homework taim! XD

8D HAPPY EASTER <3333
Oh damn... Now I have to draw something special for easter, don't I?
....Pfff....just imagined Alice in a rabbit costume for some reason XD OH GAWD! Tami on easter! This is making me laugh so hard! XD I can't imagine any of them in bunny costumes or bright vivid colors aaaaahahahahahahaha!

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
Art trades and collaborations are open, though they rarely get accepted.
Sorry to say, I do NOT take requests.
I draw with a Bamboo tablet and use Photoshop.

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I THINK YOU ALREADY KNOW BUT ASDFGHJKL I JUST WOKE UP AND NYEEEEEEE QuQ.... A New eeveelution was revealed! [link]

So freaking adorable I can't wait for this game! I JUST CAN'T! <3333
Sure the eeveelution doesn't look much like the others, but it looks mega cute nevertheless >u< I dont think I like the double ribbons ;;u;; may be too much on an eevee. Also, it's type is secret......but It looks like-...either a psychic type because of it's colors, or normal type because it's got the same basic color as eevee on it's body. It also doesn't have the same eyes; but it looks cuter with big eyes *7*

It's called Ninfia which also makes me think it's either grass (even though it doesn't look like it) but mostly psychic *___* <333333 OMG OMG I CANT JUST HNNNGGGGGG Gotta draw her >u< The most ASDFGHJKLÖ Eevee <3 It's a nice change as said, but no matter how much I try to unsee it XD......Ninfia reminds me of a shiny Chillarmy in one way or another...AND YES! I USE THE JAPANESE NAMES BECAUSE SDFGSDFGSDFGSDFGHJ.

Sorry for the lack of ....replying comments as well X'''''D
I and Chibiramii have been working non-stop on a lot of drawings and SS's and I even have a valentine special planned :3 ..........Not telling you what though XD We've been working with 2 SS'S and one of them isn't even 100% completed at the moment. We have like 15 unfinished drawings and 10 of them are probably PMD-L related. And as you know, we can't upload a new page from the comic, because of this. I would work on the comic if it wasn't for these many pictures I plan on finishing them first and then go to the tutorial and drawings that I just left in the dust ;;n;;........and wow o-o Darkrai was pretty popular at that poll huh? X'''D Since Chibi isn't online at the moment....I WILL SPAZZ AND DRAW THIS LITTLE EEVEE *u* <333333

EDIT: OPSIE ;;u;; Forgot Espeon was already a psychic type. My head doesn't work this morning it seems XDDDDD WELL I JUST WOKE UP ;;n;; <////3 c: Gimmeh some time to calm down *w* Well, now I officially think it's a normal type, unless they have some other type they're not revealing yet, but I was pretty sure that Jotho+Kanto had all the types and nothing will be changed again with types to make it more complicated.

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
Art trades and collaborations are open, though they rarely get accepted.
Sorry to say, I do NOT take requests.
I draw with a Bamboo tablet and use Photoshop.

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Soooooooo......I've heard that the world will end on February 14th...
This is something I legitimately may believe.
You wanna know why?

Valentines day is on the 14th.
It's the only "end of the world" that makes sense so far.

No but seriously. I'm laughing so hard that people still believe in this.

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
Art trades and collaborations are open, though they rarely get accepted.
Sorry to say, I do NOT take requests.
I draw with a Bamboo tablet and use Photoshop.