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-when this lady suddenly comes up to me and starts preaching about the bible.

I swear. I'm going to give all my money to charity once I see a muslim doing this to me. Or hindu, or any other type of religion than simply christianity. THAT has never happened to me in my entire LIFE as to where THIS happens almost every freaking month/week. It happened to me TWICE in one day. The same freaking religion gets shoved in my face. I don't have a problem with people when they show me something as a paper preaching of the bible/koran or so... but when I say I'm an ATHEIST... I expect them to leave me alone and not go "Well, you know...you could still change your mind." UH. NO. That's basically what I mean when I say I'm an atheist. I've seen arguments against god and I can make arguments against god myself. I've read the bible, the koran and several other books, studied abandoned religions and abandoned gods of the past. IVE BEEN RELIGIOUS and I abandoned my religion when I ACTUALLY started reading what I believed. I know that I won't change my mind when a random person walks up to me and says "I have some papers with scriptures on them that come straight from this random old book I don't think you've read!"....sorry. Just don't bother. I've read it and I don't like it. You don't accept that? Too bad, you're wasting both of our time then.

Don't take this the wrong way, all those religions DO raise very good points especially at the time they were written BUT they also raise a lot of BAD points which we can do without, such as owning our own personal slaves. They also contain a lot of contradictions within science that I don't agree with....The earth being flat is my favorite. And there's STILL people who believe that!

On a normal day, i'd just say "I'm an atheist." and then just add "I'm not interested" later if they continued talking to me about it or tried to make me believe. But this happened TWICE on the same bloody busstop at the same day. I couldn't help but to get a bit upset because they were simply wasting my time.

"Excuse me, have you read the bible? It says that all who die will rise again." I am NOT kidding. This was a legitimate statement. This WAS her opening statement. I looked at her weirdly and just shrugged.
"I'm an atheist. I don't believe in any gods, sorry."
"Oh...I see...Well, you can still change your mind." Ugh. I just wanted to run away at the spot. I knew where this was heading.
"No. I'm pretty sure of my choice, thank you."
"You're waiting for the bus, aren't you? Why not take these papers to read just for fun then? Maybe you'll find them useful." At this point I think I probably lost it. I didn't care if this lady was old and probably only did this out of kindness, it still irritated me. School had been terrible, my headache was getting worse and I was in no condition to read the bible.
"Actually, I found them VERY useful. I've read the entire bible, nothing you have there is going to be anything new. I've also read the koran and read into other not so popular religions which used to be popular at the time." I said.
"Oh! You have?" She looked shocked. I guess she expected me to not know what I was rejecting.
"And that's the reason I'm an atheist. Because all of them lack something I don't think I can live without. LOGIC." I said. She smiled for some reason.
"Well it was nice speaking to you." and then she walked away.

Apologies for my rudeness... but if you can't take a NO for an answer twice, expect some impoliteness on my part. I don't mind when people preach but please just preach ONCE and if I reject you at that point don't say "Well ya know-" because I'm NOT interested. Emphasis on the NOT.

Now that I think about it... it's been some time ago I've read the koran, I should probably read it again. I used to be a muslim. Using the word "muslim" lightly since I once heard my friends talk about God and then ran to ask my father about it to which he simply replied "Oh yeah, he's real and by the way, you're a muslim." ...Yeeeeeah... I think that'd be an important point to adress to a kid...

Anyways, goodnight peeps <3 Stay rad and glad.

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Firstly I want to apologize for lack of comments/replies/deviation uploads but my inbox is currently at around 2000 feedback messages and I have SO MUCH TROUBLE navigating the hell out of it! My replies will be slow, as i can only see 3 replies at a time and 3 comments at a time. Welp/ y must homework and obsessions rule my life?

Off topic before I actually get on topic; I am currently deeply obsessed with yu-gi-oh AND puzzle-shipping. Sobs/ it's now officially my OTP XD After starting to watch the series I see even more reason for puzzle-ship...also more reason to think Anzu/Tea (Sorry if i shift between their names often. They're the same person but I confuse their names. I mess their names up because Tea and Anzu are different. Anzu in the manga is more...brutal...and...ugh... actually has SOME lines and character, not that it's a good character. To where TEA from the anime is a waste and a nuisance.) is a waste of what seemed like it could have been a good character but hey, opinions. Tristan at least has some character, fighting with Duke all the time and trying to win Serenity's heart also being Joeys best friend aside from Yuugi (which i don't consider being his best friend since he knew Tristan long before he knew Yuugi). SURE that's still a character that's somewhat...lacking in story and personality but it beats Tea by a MILE! Tea just says 1 sentence each episode and most of the times it's nothing but a "Yuugi!" or "Hang in there!" UGH! I've made this a drinking game. I take a sip whenever I hear a friendship-speech coming on or she yells "YUUGI!" etc. GODS, before you know it, I've gotten drunk and then had to re-watch like 2 episodes because of it. Memory is a b!tch at times.

Now ON to our topic. The lights went out yesterday in the middle of a very important personal conflict......Read Yaoi or Yuri. Yes. That is a very touchy subject indeed. I mean, I enjoy yaoi but yuri is just <3 Ahm. Jokes aside, I was honestly doing something of importance... believe it or not. Since the electricity went off in our entire neighborhood we also lacked internet. WELL CRUD.

What do we do when we have NO internet, NO electricity and NO books to read in the bloody DARK?.....WE ROLE-PLAY YU-GI-OH CHARACTERS 8D
Mom decided to take out wine and chocolate and just get a bit drunk before going to bed since the internet was off and the TV. I wanted to join SOOOOOO BADLY but rejected it since I knew I actually had school tomorrow....also she didn't really allow me to have any. I'm gonna share some of the best moments I had while derping around in the dark while the electricity was gone. I have a lot of em, but I dont think anyone cares, so I'm just gonna post the ones I found most amusing. I liked how ridiculously I voiced all of them and even my mom enjoyed this at some level XD Surprisingly, the british accent didn't stop her from laughing even though she hates it with a burning passion of a thousand egyptian sun gods. Now on with the conversations 8D

Marik: I AM MARIK  ISHTAR, AND YOU SHALL FEAR THE MIGHTY BLOW OF MY MILLENIUM ROD!
Mom: *dies because of the way I voice act marik* WHAT WAS THAT!?
Marik: DO NOT ANGER MY ROD!
Bakura: Trust me. Don't anger his "rod". I've seen what happens.

Yami: I think people are trying to call on their iphones and they're sad because they have no Internet to reach the other person.
Yuugi: Uh…
Yami: Shush, I am an ancient pharaoh; I don't need to comprehend technology.

Mother: Wasn't there a concert in town today?
Yami: Hm? OH MY GOD CARDS! JUSTIN BEIBER IS NOT GONNA HAVE A CONCERT BECAUSE THERE'S A BLACK-OUT IN THE ENTIRE CITY, THANK THE GODS!
Marik: Aww that's so sad, I really wanted to go.
Bakura: I am just going to pretend you didn't say that.
Marik: But!-
Yami: Let's shove him in the locker.
Bakura: For once I am actually going to team up with you, but it's going to be a first and last.
Yami: Sweet. I'm taking your virginity AND your pride. Christmas came early in Egypt.

Marik: PICK YOUR CARD BAKURA! *Moment of realization* Oh god, I just sounded like a girl…
Mom: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Marik: DUNNOT QUESTION MY SEXUALITY!
Bakura: I play my trap card – it lets me question your sexuality and if I get it right you lose.
Marik: ….I hate you so much.

Bakura: I SUMMON- uh… (I-… I don't know any of Bakuras cards XD)
Marik: ALRIGHT! My turn! …Uh…(How did I forget his Egyptian god card!? XD)
After a few thinking seconds, I decided to go with Yami.
Yami: That's it! I summon field-…knight…something…RETARDED GUARDIAN! *giggles in frustration*….*waves* Let's play a game!
After failing all 3 characters Tami sat in the corner of shame for a solid 2 seconds. Her face similar to something like this > [link]

Yami: *Finally remembering the cards name* I summon obnoxious Celtic guardian! IN DEFENSE MODE! I also special summon kings knight with MONSTER REBORN! Attack his life points directly!
Bakura: Mirror force.
Yami: …
Bakura: You're not gonna counter it with your face down card?
Yami: …You do realize you just wasted mirror force on my knight and I can attack you next turn with Celtic guardian. I'm saving my trap card for next turn to negate your summon, you don't have any trap cards to put in play anymore which means you're screwed.
Bakura: ……SH!T!

Mom: I miss my TV ;__;
Yami: DON'T CRY OVER THE TELEVISION! We have card games damnit!

Mom: If you're going to be hyperactive, then just go to bed.
Yami: B-but I want to challenge you to a children's card game. Let me challenge you to a children's card game… Let me have the card games *tries not to laugh* My life is meaningless without them. My soul existence is to play card games- GODS MY LIFE SUCKS.

Mom: I hate this. I hate the dark.
Bakura: Oh you'll LOVE the shadow realm then. *Satanic laugh*
Marik: I don't think she will, Bakura.
Bakura: Shut up Marik. We have things to do and people to see and people to do and things to see. Preferably, each other, in that exact order.

Marik: I have to admit, Bakura. I am married to my sister.
Bakura: YOU… WHAT?
Marik: It's no big deal. All Egyptians married their sister's…right?
Bakura: Why the hell is the pharaoh still single then?
Yami: You freaking killed me, you asshole.
Bakura: OH YEAH... *laughs* that was fun.

Yami: The lights went off. I am surrounded by complete darkness. GODS it feels like the millennium puzzle trapped me all over again. Aibou! Where are you when I need you?! Why can't I talk to you aibou?! Does our mind-link require internet connection too!?
Mom: I'm so completely drinking all this wine today >u>
Yami: Oh! Care to share some of that wine with the pharaoh? I've been trapped in the millennium puzzle for…well… years. I could need a cup of wine right now.
Mom: Who was aibou? *Pronouncing aibou wrong*
Yami: Oh! Yuugi, I must found yo- pppfffff my English has gone out the window. It left with my sanity. Wait a minute. I came from Egypt. How the hell do I know how to speak English, HECK how do I know Japanese!? If I lost all memories how do I even know how to SPEAK?
Mom: You know Japanese?
Yami: PLOT-TWIST!
Bakura: More like plot-hole.
Yami: Those are too common to count.

Yami: *looks at candles* Oh my gods. WHAT CARD IS THIS!? I've never seen this card in my entire life!
Mom: Uh. Don't touch the fire.
Yami: Is it a trap card? How can you play it? What is its special effect? How do I activate it? Do I touch it?
After a severe burn, several minutes later, the pharaoh realized you shouldn't actually touch fire.

Yami: IN THE NAME OF THE PHARAOH, YOU SHALL DUEL ME.
Mom: *starts talking about something that I don't agree with*
Yami: I will send you to the shadow realm if you disagree with me.
Mom: I'll take my chances.
Yami: …Damn it. Caught in my bluff.

Mom: I don't want to listen to fairy...tales. Stop talking about this pharaoh.
Yami: But it's not fairytales! I saved the world from Ra, Obelisk and Slifer the sky dragon… Then again I almost destroyed it too.

Mom: There's lights in the far distance I think.
Yami: I'm not an idiot. I can see that with my bare eyes, the problem is navigating through this darkness. I thought I'd be used to that by now, living in the millennium puzzle and all but apparently clearly not.

This is where the lights came back on and I almost lost my mind XD

Yami: I just want to go into my soul room and have a little bit of fun.
Mom: What are you going to do?
Yami: I am going to shake my sexy hair and dance.  

Mom: Why are you going to your room? It's in complete darkness.
Yami: Exactly. I'm going to make myself feel at home again with the dark. This is my soul room; it is bound to be in complete darkness... Soon the chains are going to prevent me from performing this magic dance of magic any furth-*all lights suddenly come on shining brightly* OAH WHAT THE FLUCK HAPPENED!?  
Mom: Hey, my computer is back on.
Yami: AIBOU! You came back!...My room is in complete darkness. Well, that's now *drum roll* ancient history. Ba-dum-tsss.  

AND SO the story of how boredom struck me again, ends. How ....splendid. I need to actually draw some of these conversations. I freaking, haha. There are more that I liked but these were just picked out because...dunno. If I make a mini comic with the jokes I'll save the best for the comic 8D There was also mild-shipping going on while I was talking. I feel as if the only reason I suffer through all those friend-speeches is to ship the characters. Now I actually know when friend-speeches will show up. If a friendship speech is done by anzu, she needs to wait a good 8 episodes before doing a friendship speech again. If by any other character, it's like 4 or 3 episodes. Depends on what situation they're in. Duelist kingdom had LOTS. The battle city tournament had less. I think, mainly because they focused on Marik....and Kaiba focused on the god cards. Seriously, every single sentence that he had was either about how almighty he is or about the God cards. I just AAAAAARGHHHHHH but he's awesome <3

Anyways, that's it for now 8D Hope you're enjoying some of the journal spam. Just...random jibberish here and there haha.

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ARGHHH!!!! I am so MAD at myself right now. Yeah, fine sure, i'll answer your questions, you guys wanted to know and here it is. Don't say you didn't want it because these were direct questions here and there ive gotten several times.

Will Aaron die in the end of PMD-L?
No.
Will Alice die in the end of PMD-L?
No.
Will Melody be killed?
By Alice and Ashton.
Is Ashton a girl or a boy?
Boy.
Why is Tami a mini Midna?
She isn't.
Who is the hero of light?
Alice.
Who is the hero of darkness?
Aaron.
Is the legend somehow connected to all characters in PMD-L?
UH. YES? Whatever that means.
Is Ashton a boy or a girl?
Boy.
What are the canon shippings?
AaronxAlice - Resentment-shipping.
Is there going to be romance in PMD-L? EVER?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, durr, no. Hints maybe, just no bloody kissing. Most of the pokemon don't even have arms to hug with. Or legs. Or ears. Or- yeah I'm talking to you Ebony.
Is Lancelot important to the story? Are any of the side-characters?
All have their own role to play.
Is Ashton a boy or a girl?
Boy.
Will there ever be an ATP for Ashton and the time he was happy with his little sister?
HAHAHAHA-...oh, that was a serious question? Only main characters have an ATP. AKA Alice and Aaron.
If Aaron is the hero of darkness and Alice the hero of light, what would their child be like?
How the HELL should I know? And why is this even a question!?
How does Tami relate into the story?
She is the game master. She decides the moves everyone makes before they even make them. She controls everything, another reason to why she is my pokesona.
Why hasn't Tami appeared yet!?
WOW calm pony. Calm. Save the best for last as said.
Does Tami have any special powers other than travel in time?
When the hell did I say she could travel through time?
Can you give us some fanservice?
Depends on how naughty you are with the choice of 'fanservice'. Hurr, steadfast-shipping. No, homo.
STEADFAST-SHIPPING!? 8D
NO.
Weird that Tami seems to be important, yet you reveal no information about her, why?
DUH! Because she's important!
Is Ashton a boy or a girl?
Girl.
WAIT!? HE'S A GIRL!?

GAME CHANGER, DUCKLETTS!

Is any of this true?
You'd like that wouldn't you? Have a late 'april fools' joke put on you a tad too late.

Saying that; is this entire journal a fake? Hmmm... Actually, it might be and it might not be. I'll let you think about that for yourself. Saying no will deny everything above, saying yes will make it real. However, I have tricked you in the past. I tell all of you who read descriptions of pictures related to PMD-L; DONT. LISTEN. TO. THE. DESCRIPTIONS. Unless I state that it's a side story it might possibly just be a clue to get your mind sidetracked. Because, I dunno. I'm like RA. I work in mysterious FREAKING ways. FEAR ME AND MY DANDELIONS ON A STICK! This is also just to direct everyone at the comic instead of taking facts from my descriptions. Nowadays I always have to put "not story-related" in my drawings just to make sure no one gets the wrong idea. Though ill stop doing that now to be honest, it ruins the surprises.

The title of this journal was "messing up big time". I have forgot to actually share this journal with you guys. I wanted to make a journal where I exposed EVERYTHING about PMD-L. PLOT STORY EVERYTHING. Then at the end just saying "Uh, april fools". Sadly, i happened to plan the kiriban, thinking it was enough, but then made this to fool you. Then again, I didn't think I would upload it on the same day. I would upload this first, making you all think that the prank was over and then have the kiriban fooling you yet again. I was pushing "publish" but it seemed like the journal was never posted. I was actually confused over the fact I didn't get any comments. I thought "Meh, they probably just didn't like the joke" never realized that I actually didn't post it. Soon I put up a poll asking "Uh, is Ashton male or female" to see if any got the joke in this journal. Only to freaking die at the many who said he was actually a girl. "WAIT, GUYS, WHAT THE HELL!? EVEN AFTER THE JOURNAL I MADE!?" I was mad, pulling my hair out. Then I ran back to my journals to check if there were any comments until I realized

".......Oh freck......no journal."

So here I am, spamming you with what should have been spammed earlier. And....quite frankly...



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* Off topic news, Justin Beiber just arrived in Sweden. Arceus, help us all... Though i just heard the danish people aren't very fond of him hahahaha! I FREAKING LOVE YOU DANISH PEOPLE <3 You make me proud :3

You guys seem to like this screwing around with a british accent and singing, so I thought, heck why not give it another shot? Next time ill actually record it and share it with you guys.....if im feeling nice >u>

After my mom returned from her little shopping trip she brought me shoes 8D OMG! a pair of ones that looked like leather! I nearly bloody died! XD But from here I wanted to focus on PMD-L trolling instead of yu-gi-oh parody trolling 8D So....I'm still speaking in a british accent and so on, you know the drill from now...hehe...drill...GIGA DRILL!

Mom: *brings home shoes* Try them on ._.
Me: O_O *sees very horribly colored shoes with overly saturated colors* ...My GOD do you want to be a walking street-light, blondie? (Makes sense cuzz my mom has blonde hair XD)
Mom: They're fine >_> Now try on your pair of shoes.
Me: *opens another bag ignoring my mom* HOLY HELL! DIAMONDS!? What do you want to be with these shoes!? A walking disco ball as well!?
Mom: TRY DEM ON! >U
Me: o_o You'll start a rave by just walking down to the supermarket....hehe...Rave....
Mom: ELMA!!
Me: wot?
Mom: .....*leaves and goes into the kitchen*
Me: *tries on shoes* .....Well.... They're ok I suppose......
Mom: I'm not weird.
Me: ....HOW?!?! *throws shoes off to the wall* Im gonna try these on *tries to grab another pair of shoes but I hit my head on the edge of the table* BLOODY DANDELIONS ON A STICK! *crouches in pain* FFFFFFFFFurry tentacle ears.
Mom: o_O?.... What was that?
Me: I feel like Ashton after a good solid beating that may or may not have involved Aaron.
Mom: *probably completely clueless* Did the shoes fit?
Me: I don't know, let me collect my braincells that this table knocked over and maybe we can all reach an agreement.
Mom: *walks back into the kitchen*
Me: I'm perfectly fine by the way thank you for the millions of concerns...
Mom: Have you been drinking water today?
Me: I think water is the least of my concerns at this very moment don't you think? *still in face-down position since my head hurts so bloody much XD*

After I try on all the shoes things get better...or worse 8D I start talking to myself as 3 completely different characters. Mainly Aaron and Ashton. Just to see how my mom reacts. I think Ill do this in school at some point too XD Seems like fun (though ill probably chose characters from fandoms that are popular), I wonder how people would react. I'm shifting voices below while still sort of keeping the british accent rolling XD

Me as Ashton: I'll beat you with my shoe! *waves the ugly shoe around*
Me as Aaron: ._. ...
Me as Ashton: By the time I'm done with you you'll be taking the walk of shame!
Me as Aaron: By the time I'M done with YOU you'll be limping in shame.
Mom: o_o ... *just looks at me weird and moves the shoes and clothes around the room*
Me as Blondie: Why are you guys being so mean? D:
Me as Ashton: HE KILLED MY SISTER!
Me as Aaron: HE KILLED ALL MY CASTLE MEMBERS!
Me as Blondie: You two are so completely gay for each other.
Both mom and me: .............................
Me: ........*slowly walks out the room and into the hall* Well, that killed nearly every PMD-L character that was ever created... Thank the fandom.

*A little later*

Me: Do we have any lights?
Mom: Why?
Me: My light went off in my room. I suppose I can cope with it but then again I don't want to feel as if im living in a cave.
Mom: Oh. Yeah. *continues watching tv*
Me: uhm....So where are the lights?
Mom: ....Oh, somewhere.
Me: That was quite the dandy help I received. Hehe...dandy...DANDELIONS ON A STICK!
Mom: O_O.....
Me: *runs into the kitchen* ...*sees something move on the counter* HOLY SALMON BALLS! *backs off and enters battle position* HARVEY IS BACK!

Someone will know. Maybe. My expectations are way too high.

Me: *tries to kill the bug* ;;__;; I can't reach. *brings forward a chair and steps on it* Just imagine this bug is queen Milo and everything will just go perfect...
*The bug flies away from me*
Me: OH MY, FLYING PEANUT SERPENT! *falls of chair* GAH- PLANK SHAPED BOLLOCKS!
Mom: What is going on?!
Me: You know, living in a cave actually sounds quite cozy now that I think about it...

I think this was the least my mom cared about my random rambling. It has no effect on her anymore other than the fact it annoys her to some extent xD Well...that was...painful. I hope you enjoyed this journal ._. And....I didn't enjoy it...but...ya know...it was fun until all the harm started to kick in. I honestly believe I can't stop talking like this. I have forgot what my original voice sounds like XD

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Remember when I posted that journal yesterday? Probably not because you actually have a life, unlike me, BUT HEY IT'S NOT LIKE IM CHOOSING TO BE ALONE. It's quiet in the broken dimension and Shinji doesn't keep me good company, it gets boring quick.

So what do we do? WE START SINGING LIKE SIR LANCELOT YET AGAIN!

I sang yesterday because I flipped a switch or two and ended up singing in a british male accent. Since then I really haven't stopped speaking in the same voice in english at home. I think I found my moms weakness. Haha. The main reason I started to speak english again is because she wouldn't stop bugging me about 'english'. She told me that I actually don't have a clue of the english language and that she was superior and more advanced in english than what I was. I asked her to say 1 sentence in english and she said she didn't have to prove her point. I told her that if she really was that superior, it wouldn't be a problem testifying it, and all she said was;

"I can english!" and pushed me out of the way! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I just clapped my hands really slowly as I walked behind her "You can REALLY english" she just replied with "Shut up >_> you know what I mean." in swedish.

I just pulled the horrid british accent again and started talking how I would imagine sir Lancelot from PMD-L XD... It didn't go as expected. But at least I recorded this. Mom wanted me to follow her to the store so we could buy shoes or such, and I told her I didn't want to since I have homework to do. This turned into a real freaking yelling spree, but funnily enough I didn't get mad like I usually do. I guess it's also because I was being really unserious. Here is a small cut out of our conversation x) + I'm still speaking in that voice and my mom is replying in swedish and croatian. I thought it was fun yesterday when I was derping with yu-gi-oh, so I did it again.

Mom: You're coming with me! We're gonna go shopping for new shoes.
Me: Why can't we go when I have less homework to do? :U
*3 minutes later of me trying to stay and work on my history assignment* Here is also where I stop caring.

Mom: BECAUSE NOW IS NOW.
Me: So.....YOLO! <)
Mom: You're coming with me, now get dressed.
Me: "Do your homework" she says. "Come shop with me" she says 1 hour later. And you guys wonder why my grades are horrible. Decide beforehand!
Mom: *is arguing with harsh words i can't really translate to english from croatian*
Me: ...*Is listening to her rant but doesn't understand half the croatian jibberish*
Mom: So you're coming with me!
Me: ..........So you play card-games too?
Mom: You're weird, I'm not weird.
Me: I didn't....call you weird....BUT I CHALLENGE YOU TO A DUEL!
Mom: FINE! Don't come with me! Be that way you *croatian cuss words I can't translate correctly because screw my language*
Me: I didn't expect this voice to be your mortal enemy o_o You really are losing your sh!t. I don't think I need this card-game to beat you.
Mom: You're weird! I'm not weird!
Me: *doesn't realize my mom hears 'card-games' as 'weird'* IM NOT CALLING YOU WEIRD! Wow, I didn't even need to mind-crush you ._. You're lost forever in the shadow realm already.
Mom: SHUT UP >( *goes into rage mode and starts cussing again while closing the door of her room to get dressed*
Me: ......Did I just win a conversation by talking about card games in a british accent?
Mom: YOU'RE WEIRD, I'M NOT! YOU!
Me: I DIDN'T CALL YOU WEIRD! *pulling hair out because I can't realize how she hears 'weird' from 'card games'*
Mom: This is abuse, you're abusing me.
Me: O_______O.......Well that escalated quickly.
Mom: I'm leaving now without you, are you going to come or not!?
Me: .....I thought we established this from the beginning of our conversation. Also, you just said you'd leave without me, so I don't have any reason to follow really.
Mom: *slams door in my face and leaves the house* I hope you die in there.
Me: *opens door and watches mom walk downstairs* Baibai! Remember to bring me some leather shoes! *sees my neighbor who's starring at me weirdly because of my voice probably(? )* ..........
Neighbor: ............Hi.
Me: Oh don't mind me darling, I'm just getting ready for a victory dance in my hall of fame, want to join me? *looks in the hall mirror and sees that the only clothes I'm actually waring is a short shirt and panties* O_O............On second thought I think I need to return to the shadow realm, I believe someone just stole my leather pants. BAKURA!!!!!!!!!!! *slams door in my neighbors face* O_O...ok. That wasn't supposed to happen.

After a few minutes I just start laughing and saying "omg omg omg" XD I just wish I saw my neighbors face when all this happened, poor her must have been like "WTF?" and "What's up with that voice?" XD We've established this now, I'm mentally derp.

But then again, i'd rather be mentally derp than a cerial killer. Besides, being mentally derp is more fun when you get to make people go "WTF WAS THIS?"

I hops you guys have a lovely night, and remember, stay rad and glad 8D <3 I wonder if anyone actually cares about these journals or even finds them amusing....XD

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Just wanted to share something with you guys again, then after this ill go work on some school assignments haha//shotallivebeendoingsofarisdrawpuzzleshippingandyugiohsketches

I noticed my mom has been using the net more and more. She's watching shows on it and what not, it's basically the ONLY thing she does.

I saw she was using internet explorer, and all these annoying adds were popping up for her and an add was showing up basically every 5 minutes on the video she was watching. She keeps telling me "bloody ads! they're viruses! spies! they want me." ...uhm ok XD haha. It's not really.....that. I've tried to explain it. Though she doesn't really listen. This just gets silly and funny after I try to explain to her about how google chrome can work faster and better while having ad-block on or something like that.

She basically tells me "NO! because here I have my favorites and chrome has nothing like it!" ....uhm... Chrome has a better one I think... You can organize it better than the one in explorer; believe me, I've used explorer haha. I told her that the "favorites" was that STAR at the corner, which lets you bookmark something, and get easy access to it later. She said it was .....complicated, and didn't work the same way.

It gets even more frustrating to tell her that " You'll enjoy it more without the ads." She claims there's no way of getting rid of the ads XD ....gahhhhhh. Trying to disprove this to her was really irritating me since she kept saying "it's not possible, it's not possible, don't talk to me".

At this point, I just lost it. I think my brain just wanted to switch off. This is also where the fun starts. Imagine ME as sir Lancelot from PMD-L in a australian+british deep accent saying the words below XD ...Just....yeah. And I WAS speaking english as I was saying these words haha!

Tami: Are you barking mad!? Ya' can't just say that I'm wrong and then leave the conversation, you have to prove me wrong mate!
Mom: NO. You're wrong. Leave me alone.
Tami: 'orite 'orite mate. I'll leave ya alone k? But just lemme ASk you this one finAL qUEStiON beFORE I tAKE my LEAve.
Mom: *covers ears*
Tami: If ya want to enjoy yar' show without bloody adds popping up every nao' and den', you'll have to use dat noggin of yours and actually take my advice. Or at least listen to me and allow me to make my point.
Mom: You done?
Tami: .............
Mom: *looks at laptop and puts the video on PLAY - completely ignoring me*
Tami: ....ok. That's it...IM SINNNNNGGGINNNNGGG IN MY HALLLLLLLLLLLL-
Mom: o_o???

Keep in mind, it's like, in the middle of the night now XD.... And im singing like....an opera singer basically. STILL with the accent. I also noticed that at this point I shifted the accent a little bit and started sounding like Marik Ishtar XD

Tami: WHAT A GLORIOUS FALL- OF MAN! SOMETHING SOMETHING, I'LL JUST MAKE UP THESE LYRICS AS I GO!
Mom: =_= *looks at laptop and pauses the video*
Tami: IF AN AD BLOCKS YOUR VIEW AGAIN, OR THE NET CAVES IN, DON'T EXPECT ANY HELP FROM ME, BECAUSE THAT'S JUST BEEEEEE - A WASTE OF MY TIME.
Mom: *still ignoring*
Tami: I HAVE THE FIST OF THE LEFT, THE LEG OF THE RIGHT AND THE HEAD OF THE BEAST, EXODIA MOTHER F*CKERS, I HAVE AD-FREE VIDEOS TO WATCH AT LEAST.
Mom: O_=.....
Tami: I SUMMON MY LOGIC IN ATTACK MODE, YOU USE YOUR MILLENIUM ROD AND-I-..AM-...AM-...AM-...LEATHER PANTS!
Mom: ._.
Tami: AND SO THE RIVER FLOWS OVER AND TEARS ARE SHED, YAMI LEAVES FOREVER AND I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP IN BE- wait wha- ok. Night mom. *closes door of room*
Mom: ._. *plays video again*
Zero f*cks given XD

I have no idea. I just thought it'd be fun to start singing random crap after I was unable to tell her it'd be easier for her to watch this stuff on another browser. Internet explorer isn't really top notch if you know what I mean XD Sorry for the horrible spelling and the very very slow replies ;;n;; I promise, I read all of the comments, but I don't have too much time to reply now x) I'll try to squeeze in some time after I finish homework and tests and etc @_@ OMG THE TESTS!!!!!!

[link] < This was basically my face every 2 seconds. DERP NOW BACK TO WORK. //actuallworkandnotdrawingorsomethingelsebleh

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[link] YEAP. NEW FORM. YOU CAN ALL GO FLYING INTO A POT OF DORITOS!

=_= Because I can't begin how many told me I was stupid for thinking it was a new form. HELOH! >O

WHERE'S YOUR ARCEUS NOW HUH? 8D W00T W00T!

WAHA The new form looks so rad! I actually am looking forward to this! It looks so much cooler in the movie! AND OMG! Nostalgia D: When I saw pikachu cry I was just like "No! This is NOT going there! NOT AGAIN!!!!!" D: fffffff I actually do really like this pokemon now.....Uh. Mainly because their new style of drawing Mewtwo doesn't look as badass as the old one XD I am so freaking looking forward to it hnnnnnnn <3 omg, so much epicness I think i'll die <3

PS: BUT....I still don't like the feet XD....

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I guess this can be counted as a small little rant. I want to share my feelings about this >U Also because it's hilarious.

Whenever my mom calls for someone to come over, they always come over like an hour before they're actually supposed to be here. Today, she said that a friend of hers was coming over at 10 a clock. I woke up around 9, and the reason I woke up was because the door opened and someone entered ._. Mom then came to me and said "oh yeah, she said she'd be here at 10." My reply was basically "Then what's she doing here, NOW?"

My problem with people who come over to my home isn't that they come too early, but it's more like they feel like they ARE the people who own the place.

I try to focus on homework and/or drawing, and they're yelling in the other room so f*cking loud it blows my ears off. If they were talking about politics or something important then i'd get why they yell, but deciding who should marry who in a TV show/soap is NOT a freaking important matter, and can therefore be discussed quietly. Gossip and silly things like "I like this kind of skirt! That other one is ugly because it's too pale!" is poison for my ears when I actually try to study science or anything for that matter. I ask them to keep quiet but they start yelling even louder, and even at me.

Today, i just had to tell them (or more like YELL at them since they didn't hear me) "PLEASE, keep quiet!". I walked over to my door, opened it and just told them to be a bit quieter. The guest my mom brought over just walked up from her chair, came towards me, told me to SHUT UP, and slammed my own door in my own face.

...Now, I'm no person who has good manners... BUT WHAT THE FLYING F*CK. I would never do that in someone else's house, and not even my own! What gives her the right to just slam the bloody door in my face?

After that door incident, I've been trying to draw something and listen to a debate about gay rights and why they should be allowed to marry each other, while my mom and her idiotic friend don't let me pay attention to my studies. THANK YOU.

This is why I love having Tami as my pokesona. In times like these I always plan to get back at them in a non-harmful/violent way. I actually decided to get some revenge after thinking about the door-thing. To show them how obnoxious their blabber was when I was trying to pay attention to my studies-........ I took my CD of Skillet album "awake" and just put it on max volume and BLASTED the f*cking music as high as possible! WAHAHAHAHA did they get pissed!

Mom got up from her seat and yelled at me to turn the music off. My reply was basically "Can't hearrr youuuuu 8D Did you say something????" Sorry. After asking them over 5 times to PLEASE keep their volume down, i just had to do something. The best part was when my moms friend jumped out of her seat and told me to keep that horrible music down, HAHA! Horrible. Good show mate, good show.  

My moms friend told me to "Respect people who are older!" to which I replied "I am mentally older than you, so you should respect me. "

Here is a small bit of our conversation, just for lulz 8D

Tami: Did that annoy you? Well you guys annoyed me the same way! So please, QUIET!
Mom's friend: You're yelling now too! >(
Tami: I have a justified reason to why I'm yelling NOW! I'm enraged! You guys were yelling for no reason at all, and I'm actually trying to study!
Mom: We can yell if we want.
Tami: I can play music if I want
Mom: Ok, we'll try to be more quiet.
Tami: =_= Yeah. I couldn't believe less in that.

* 1 minute later, they're STILL YELLING*

Tami: *opens door* >U LIES!!!
Mom: OK! We'll keep it down!
Moms friend: >_> Pft. We're not yelling.
Tami: ._. ....... At least my mom acknowledges the fact you're loud.

Right now, it's completely silent. They're both out of the house 8''''D AW GAWD YES.
I have no idea what happened but it's finally quiet enough to THINK in here. ;;u;;
I haven't shared anything personal with you guys in a while, so I thought this might be something, even if it's very small XD Stay rad and glad peeps! 8D

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Though it doesn't reveal anything new, CoroCoro also reveals the pieces about the new Pokémon revealed last week. In doing so, it confirms that it replaces Mewtwo on the movie poster and confirms that it is in fact a new form of Mewtwo, with the poster explanation stating that Mewtwo has awakened and become its new shape. Thanks to gin for translations. We'll provide more on this as and when it comes. Click the below thumbnails for larger versions. [link]

._. Told you.
MAN people got pissy when I said it was a new form and not mewthree.

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When Tami is too lazy to google something, she asks other people to do her work, HAWHAWHAWHAW

No, in all seriousness, I'm doing homework, and I dont know when I'll actually have time to search for this, but I would just like to know...

What the bloody hell is D.A CHAT for?
How do you use it?
Can someone just briefly explain to me how it works and what purpose it serves?

I say this because if I can start a chat and get ROARING drunk while talking to a bunch of you we'll have a lot of fun talking about random nonsense, and it can cause a lot of people to become new friends 8D

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I hope it's a late april fools joke ;____;

[link] < Here's the image.

I swear, the first time I saw it, I was struggling to locate his body. At first I thought he was a dragonair, wahhhh. Pokemon. NO. STAHP ET. STAHP. It looks STUPID.

Before some are going to call me a hater (because apparently having standards and talking about it is now considered hating) ; here are the main reasons I dont like it.

1- The head is too big for the body
2- His legs look like Pe-...X____X....nevermind.
3- He grew a chest and turned female ._.
4- They made him look younger =_= Just preference I guess, but it looks silly compared to how badass he looked in the first movie.
5- HIS BUTT IS ON HIS HEAD NOW! Where's the tail!?

Please be an april fools joke ;__; please?
I don't want this to be real.
PRETTY PLEASE?

I especially don't like when they mess with old designs because that confuses players who are just getting into Pokemon. If you buy a new game such as gen 6, then buy an older game you won't be able to transform Mewtwo and you'll wonder why x_x I guess this is just an opinion, but they also messed a bit with my childhood memories by doing this ;_; I personally wouldn't mind a slight change in his design is it was a good design, but this really isn't.

Look, maybe it's not such a bad idea and I'm over-thinking things, but I wouldn't have a PROBLEM with this if the design was decent. Mewtwo turned whimpy ._. I can't take the design seriously for reasons stated above. I would be able to take the design seriously if it was something badass or a really amazing design. His design looks lazy, sloppy and I seriously think some of the people on D.A could do a better job designing a better "new form" IF this is real. EVEN IF IT'S FAKE MAN, EVEN IF IT'S FAKE D: IT JUST DOESN'T WORK!  I don't know if this is one of the "you'll love it after you play with it or see it in action" type of thing, but it better be ;__; or these feels of sadness won't go away.
Anyways, that's just a quick opinion on what I think.

OI, THANX GUYS!
IT'S CONFIRMED TO BA FAKE :'''''D KLICK BELOW!
[link]

;__; OK. Sad face. It's been confirmed to be real now ;;n;; But hey. I've seen the actual pose now, it doesn't look too bad. I still have a problem with it's feet =_= And it's head looking pretty big ;n; and that the tail is on it's head.... Though, looking at the video, it looked a LOT better. And I mean a LOT better. BTW, they never actually mentioned it's a new form of mewtwo I think :'O So it may as well be a new sort of Pokemon, even if it looks just like him.

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"A dating site for artists".....ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

Are you just gonna let me off the hook for april fools?
Is that the best you can do DeviantART?
COME ON! At least last year it terrified me when those random pictures of cats popped up, now it's just weird.

What would a dating site for artists do?
"Show me your drawing and maybe we can date"
Yeah, even if it's legit, it's weird. I have a hard time believing this is true.

Wouldn't it be awesome if I calculated all the views I got daily correctly, and then managed to make my Kiriban on april fools; then say "april fools" when someone catches the Kiriban?

Now THAT would be an evil genius.

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Ya know, not that it will happen or anything.

Good mornin' bishies!

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AND IM CELEBRATING IT WITH A NICE LONG NAP, 'NITE GUYS

ZZZZ

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HAHAHA! SCREW INSPIRATION! The minute I put on some music to enjoy while I write this, I get completely sidetracked and start drawing something related to PMD-L. Pffffff God. This is retarded. More like it; I'm retarded. God works in strange ways, and Elmas brain does as well it seems.

On the other hand, I actually do have some events to share with you.

Remember the good old times? 8D
The times i'd actually post journals more often? HAAAAhahahaha T__T
Long time ago. But I think I can write up some random stuff that happened today. None of the things I'm gonna say are of any importance - soooooo, here we go.

Firstly, I have a hell of a lot of songs that inspired me to draw PMD-L related things to them, but no motivation to finish any of them. HAHA She says as she got sidetracked like 2 minutes ago...
Here's a little.......clue to what and who from PMD-L that I'm drawing [link] <3

Secondly, I had no idea we had an english presentation today ._.
The entire week I was working on something else during my english lessons and completely neglected english for a second. Yeah, it's my fault I know, I should have payed attention.

When I checked my schedule this morning I was like "oh,.....WAIT!? ENGLISH PRESENTATION!? SHIT!!" D: but I thought "oh well, nothing to do now" since I only had about 15 minutes to get to the buss and hurry to school. However...While watching a debate (yes =_= I watch debates when I eat breakfast...whaaattt?? It's fun XD) about gay rights I stumbled across a rather interesting...THING. The man in the debate mentioned a woman called "Sally Kurn" and....he said "for more outrageous quotes, I suggest GOOGLE that name" I didn't want to at first, but I was just like "Meh, I want to find out since I cant judge her too hard if it's really just 1 quote and this guy is being overdramatic". Soooo... I googled... I cried...and holy hell the things this woman says... Literally makes me want to puke. I couldn't believe some of the quotes, freaking hell. After finishing breakfast and reading through some quotes I ran to school. If you want to know what quotes I read, google "Sally Kurn quotes" and klick on the first result.

After I arrived in our english classroom I figured out we could talk about whatever topic we wanted... I actually picked Sally Kurn as my topic. I couldn't talk about anything else! What else was I supposed to talk about or come up with in the beginning of class!? XD The only thing I could have pulled up was "pokemon" but I needed sources for that as well. The only things I had up on my computer at the moment was a few things I wrote down about this woman just to memorize it quickly, some pages with her quotes and information about her. So out of convenience I picked her as a topic. I had about 2 minutes or so to prepare since someone else had a presentation before me - that...lasted 2 minutes XD Yeah.

I took my computer with me and opened the page full of quotes and started to just talk from memory, trying to make it a presentation. I was supposed to end up just having to do a presentation of 5 minutes, but my presentation turned out to be 15 minutes or so instead. It was mostly also a presentation of opinions and rights, so it's nothing I had to study for since I already had my viewpoints on this subject set. So, this is why it took 15 minutes. This was also mostly because I talked a lot to the teacher who asked me if this actually was legit XD We ended up discussing religion, as well as some things like where we think rights come from and so on.

After I slapped my computer together, she said that I kept her entertained the whole time and that it actually looked like I practiced a lot on this presentation. She then said that my presentation along with my english is "A" material....SHE GRADED ME A! HOLY BLOODY HELL XD I mean, I utterly resent this woman, but THANK HER GOD she appeared at that time to save the day pfffhahaha. I laughed a bit when she gave me my grade, saying I just expected to get a D or E at least, but it turned out so much better >u<

She set me off saying "happy easter" and now I'm gonna ignore my nap and start drawing shazz XD Yeah, I said I was going to sleep, and I legitimately wanted to... but... ya know... Drawing always comes first <3 Oh hell....I actually do have homework to do. I guess I could do my homework now so I'm free the entire weekend. BLEH OK, homework taim! XD

8D HAPPY EASTER <3333
Oh damn... Now I have to draw something special for easter, don't I?
....Pfff....just imagined Alice in a rabbit costume for some reason XD OH GAWD! Tami on easter! This is making me laugh so hard! XD I can't imagine any of them in bunny costumes or bright vivid colors aaaaahahahahahahaha!

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I THINK YOU ALREADY KNOW BUT ASDFGHJKL I JUST WOKE UP AND NYEEEEEEE QuQ.... A New eeveelution was revealed! [link]

So freaking adorable I can't wait for this game! I JUST CAN'T! <3333
Sure the eeveelution doesn't look much like the others, but it looks mega cute nevertheless >u< I dont think I like the double ribbons ;;u;; may be too much on an eevee. Also, it's type is secret......but It looks like-...either a psychic type because of it's colors, or normal type because it's got the same basic color as eevee on it's body. It also doesn't have the same eyes; but it looks cuter with big eyes *7*

It's called Ninfia which also makes me think it's either grass (even though it doesn't look like it) but mostly psychic *___* <333333 OMG OMG I CANT JUST HNNNGGGGGG Gotta draw her >u< The most ASDFGHJKLÖ Eevee <3 It's a nice change as said, but no matter how much I try to unsee it XD......Ninfia reminds me of a shiny Chillarmy in one way or another...AND YES! I USE THE JAPANESE NAMES BECAUSE SDFGSDFGSDFGSDFGHJ.

Sorry for the lack of ....replying comments as well X'''''D
I and Chibiramii have been working non-stop on a lot of drawings and SS's and I even have a valentine special planned :3 ..........Not telling you what though XD We've been working with 2 SS'S and one of them isn't even 100% completed at the moment. We have like 15 unfinished drawings and 10 of them are probably PMD-L related. And as you know, we can't upload a new page from the comic, because of this. I would work on the comic if it wasn't for these many pictures I plan on finishing them first and then go to the tutorial and drawings that I just left in the dust ;;n;;........and wow o-o Darkrai was pretty popular at that poll huh? X'''D Since Chibi isn't online at the moment....I WILL SPAZZ AND DRAW THIS LITTLE EEVEE *u* <333333

EDIT: OPSIE ;;u;; Forgot Espeon was already a psychic type. My head doesn't work this morning it seems XDDDDD WELL I JUST WOKE UP ;;n;; <////3 c: Gimmeh some time to calm down *w* Well, now I officially think it's a normal type, unless they have some other type they're not revealing yet, but I was pretty sure that Jotho+Kanto had all the types and nothing will be changed again with types to make it more complicated.

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Soooooooo......I've heard that the world will end on February 14th...
This is something I legitimately may believe.
You wanna know why?

Valentines day is on the 14th.
It's the only "end of the world" that makes sense so far.

No but seriously. I'm laughing so hard that people still believe in this.

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Here...is the truth about PMD-L......sigh....I didn't want to say this...but I'll have to...This will change in season 2 and there is a reason for it!...but...here it goes...Have to say it before it's too late...

I used comic sans to piss people off.

BUT THE ONLY ONE I PISSED OFF WAS MYSELF :'I
No-one mentioned comic sans. NO ONE. NOOOOO ONE.
no one.
no.
one.
not
a
single
one.

Well- I have had a change of heart. I'm going to change the comic font and the paneling as well as the sketchy lines will turn into lineart and some colors will be used. I cant WAIT for someone to nag about comic sans XD I just wanted to troll someone a bit and say it was the greatest font ever created- but it seems like I didn't get that pleasure.

I just felt like confessing the comic sans thing now since it will change :'I ya know. For reasons. Seriously, none of you spotted that and flipped a switch? REALLY!? NONE OF YOU!? ;___; I was all the disappoint X''D

Edit: I LOVE HOW YOU GUYS ARE TROLLING ME NOW BY SAYING "I LOVE COMIC SANS" ;A; ASDFGHJ MY JOKE BACKFIRED! NUUUUU!!!!!!.....oh well....once there's drastic times.......I take out cookies. *Throws cookies at you* DISTRACT ALL!

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Grab your DS is you have a non-japanese version of the game (doesn't matter which one! german spanish whatever! The french one was just released first which I dont sorta get...but oh well! <3) and get a free keldeo :'D

The french release was a while ago- but I just accidentally checked bulbapedia to read about keldeo and saw that the event just started!...Like some days ago XD (If i wouldn't have continued reading about keldeo on bulbapedia I would have missed the update completely since I only check serebii like every once a week XD)

:'''D This is so sweet! I just thought I may share it with you if you didn't know x'D I think it was announced the 25th but I already checked serebii that week and thus missed it just when it updated XD If some if you didn't know about this, I hope you got a Keldeo c: And if some of you knew-... ....yah...ya know...I did too...

Even if you have a keldeo- its sweet because it unlocks a cutscene in the game! :3
I plan on re-starting my white game and then just getting lots of Keldeo to give away if I ever get the time to do so. I hope I do- We have lots of things that need to be handed in, but luckily I think the event lasts till 12th february. So I have about a week.

I am so happy because I KNOW one of my friends doesn't know about this and he was so PISSED when he saw that the event came for France first XD He was like "WHEN WILL IT COME TO SWEDEN D: HOW CAN THEY FORGET US?!?!?!" and he didn't bother checking bulbapedia XD..........Well thats the amazing thing- he did, but he said nothing about Keldeo. WOW. WOW! XD I could just let this slide by and make him completely forget to get the keldeo event...............ya know...because im evil. And when he's pulling his hair out and screaming because he missed it (he really wanted this pokemon haha XD) I'll tell him ill give him one. AHAHHAHAAHA. Yeah XD That'd be awesome. I just hope he doesn't find out in a few days.....what? I'm evil? HE'S GETTING ONE ANYWAYS XDDDDDDDD

Morning guys ;D And hope you get yourself an awesome keldeo! unlock dat sexy cutscene!

EDIT: Just realized its for B/W 2 only XD How sad... (so maybe I should tell my friend about it after all? x'''D....)

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When im talking about this I don't mean the content. The story will stay as it is, but it is how it's presented that bothers me...That sentence sounded incorrect XD

Anyways. I've been thinking about this for some time now. Going with lines only for comic pages is starting to bugg even me (and yes- some really do want the pages colored even if i said i couldn't). I am sort of a perfectionist.....even though I know there is no such thing as perfection ;;n;;

I was thinking about making some changes to the comic (but yeah- much like in anime- when they change something so suddenly, people can flip tables, or they can hug it and give it chocolate milk.) So I am not sure. I wanted you guys to have a say in what i should do since you are the people that read the comic.  

Ideas and things I wanted to change;;

• The layout of the panels.
It's too basic at the moment. I would wanna mix it up and make it better like in the first few chapters where I used more shapes than squares.

• The coloring of the pages.
I was thinking of having it black and white with shadows and grayscale's. Eventually adding some coloring in at some point if a move is used or something needs to stand out in the comic. (The first page of every chapter would also be colored as a bonus).

• The length of the pages.
I wanted it to be in a normal kinda A4 size. Like a manga sort of or real comic. It would just be easier to read that way since I don't have these long pages up. This would mean less content (especially at battling scenes) but it would be easier to keep track off and read.

So what do you guys think?
What are your thoughts on this?
Is it a good idea or bad idea?
Should the comic stay the same as it is now?

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
Art trades and collaborations are open, though they rarely get accepted.
Sorry to say, I do NOT take requests.
I draw with a Bamboo tablet and use Photoshop.

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How long have you been drawing?

A: I've been drawing since I was a kid, but started drawing humans and Pokemon once I turned 13. I started drawing digitally when I was 16. Even though most my art is digital- I love traditional art <3

Are you self taught or did you take drawing classes?

A: I took no drawing classes nor help from others. I did look at some tutorials, however, most of them taught me wrong (as people started pointing out the flaws I thought were 'correct'), so I eventually decided to just do everything by myself studying from real life examples. Trees- environments etc; is just things I see everyday.

When will you open up point commissions and Art trades?

A: Point commissions are open... Just 1 sort of them though. And art trades are open as well, though im a bit more picky with art trades.

Are you smexy?

A: Faq yeah! Double E all the way! <3 Well, ya know... Normal-ish... xD

What inspired you to do fanart? Any work?

A: Nooooot...really. I liked Pokemon and anime and I always loved to draw. So it was just kind of natural for me to make fanart just because I liked it.

How do you always get that pink color in your work?

A: That whaaa???...

Who is your very first anime crush?

A: GAHHHHH *dies* <33 Sir Aaron from Lucario and the mystery of mew. Seriously, THAT VOICE <3 I love his name and his character (He got sooo little screen-time though...sob// he died like a champ. Rest in pieces dear Aaron....Rest...in pieces.) I still love him and think he's one of the most awesome looking Pokemon guys they ever made. Steven was a close second and Silver from HG. (There's many more awesome pokemon guys). Though pokemon was the only thing I watched at the time. Once I discovered more anime, I liked Rin from Ao no exorcist more. Then Ed from Fullmetal Alchemist....then a lot....lot...more...

Do you do canon X OCs?

A: NO! NO! NO!.......no..... Drawing an O.C with a main character of another show is just odd to me... I'll tell you exactly why. (I don't have a problem with people doing it or such, I just really don't like to do it. And somehow I only find girls who do this thing...not guys... Just...something I've noticed...)

1- Unless you introduce the characters to one another from the start (how they met etc, it will just seem off in the fanfic/drawing). Know their relationship and background before you ship.
2- Most of the fanfics ive read of O.C x *some main chara from a show* make the main characters so OOC I can't keep reading. (though this doesn't only apply to OC x *random anime chara*)
3- IF I SEE ANOTHER NARUTO O.C IN MY INBOX ILL FLIP A SWITCH! XDDDD

What's your fave manga?

A: Ouch...this is a hard one....Actually I think........it will have to be Yu-gi-oh....I know this sounds weird and all because I was SPAZZING over FMA a long time ago and uploaded a TON of stuff. But I have several reasons to why I prefer Yu-gi-oh over FMA.

1- FMA is kind of about tragedies- If it is about a tragedie, i instantly like it. Trust me. I am SUCH a bloody sadist. The main reason I liked FMA was because of what Ed's past was like and the consequences they suffered, if all that was gone, i'd probably not like it. (but then again, it wouldn't be a show xD.....). Yu-gi-oh is the only manga I've liked that isn't about something sad or violent/brutal. (Well...it is KIND and SORT of brutal in a way, but still more happy- and no tragedies).

2- When I stopped reading FMA I could easily forget to get back into it and once I started reading again, i'd forget where I left off. In yu-gi-oh, I can fold up a page I left there for 2 weeks untouched and STILL remember where I am. (This is maybe also due to the plot in FMA being more complicated. But meh. Still means something to me.) I could easily get into it and lose myself in the story. There is always something that keeps me reading the chapters much like in FMA, though FMA had some moments which I just wanted to skip- like the war half-way through the manga.

3- FMA has better characters. Their back-story and so on. Thouuuuugh....Yu-gi-oh has Kaiba. I rest my case.

I can't really describe it, but it is really odd that a show I didn't like is something I love now. FMA is close at the top right near Ao no exorcist. Ive also read some lovey-dovey stuff, but meh....not all too good. I guess there IS a manga that's TIED with Yu-gi-oh. And that's Elfen lied. Mirai nikki is also a really close one, but then, as said, all tragedies, that's why Yu-gi-oh ranks higher in my opinion. It's easy to make something really gory and scary and interesting, as well with tragedies in my opinion. But its hard to come up with a plot that fits such a theme as...."FRIENDSHIP!" XD

I cried SOOOOO MUCH at Elfen lied!!! SO MUCH! (I really do need to read it again ;-: < manly tear) Anyone who loves violence and a great tragedy without it being too sobby and too "wahhh poor me- im so helpless" this is a great anime/manga for that. They don't show Lucy or the others with horns as "helpless" or "poor" but more fearsome which is why I like this manga. It's a tragedy within a tragedy and a lot of blood and violence with a great storyline!

Are you better at traditional or digital drawing?

A: I...don't really know. I guess Digital since It's easier to color and erase and change things around.

Who was your very first friend and watcher here?

A: A guy named ShinyAuroraSword if I remember right. He isn't all too active anymore though... which is sad, he was a great friend <3 We meet on another site though, so I dunno if that actually counts as a "first watcher" because he knew me from before. Hm...I guess you could always take a journey to my watchers list and search for the first watcher XD Im way too lazy to do so.

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
Art trades and collaborations are open, though they rarely get accepted.
Sorry to say, I do NOT take requests.
I draw with a Bamboo tablet and use Photoshop.

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I put up a poll saying I'd answer as many questions as possible :3 So here we go <3
Poll> [link]

First question was a PMD-L question;

"How did you get the inspiration for PMD-L? And is it any different than what you had at first intended it to be?"

The inspiration that caused me to make PMD-L is rather odd, and YES, PMD-L made a 360 from what I wanted it to be at first. I've made several fanfics, but never uploaded them. I wrote fanfics of PMD because I loved the game and thought of being a pokemon and playing as one. I wanted to make a comic when I was a kid... But my art skills SUCKED. Some of my old watchers may remember the massive flood of PMD art that came in june. Well, PMD-L also came in june. I was internet-less for about...2-3 weeks, I needed something to do. During these 2 weeks, I couldn't check my D.A "to do list" of PMD EoS that I needed to draw. So once I ran out of pictures to draw of the game from memory, I started to draw the comic. My first idea for it was to make PMD-L ONLY have 3 chapters. Because I was afraid that If i continued, I wouldn't have the motivation to finish it, and I thought it wouldn't attract a huge crowd that would keep me motivated (wow was I wrong!). My thoughts were that just 10 people or so would be interested in the comic because I found the plot-line REALLY boring! It was supposed to be a one-shot of some sort, but looking back at it, if i stopped there, it would have turned really boring and pointless. Once I finished the 3 chapters I got SO MANY IDEAS in my head about what adventures they could go on, and why Aaron was such a mystique person (along with Alice's past which I think is a bit more interesting). Ashton and Melody were put in the story the exact same time I finished chapter 3 (I kept Ashton hidden most of the time and decided to put him in when you least expected it). I dont know why... but I wanted to continue so BADLY on the comic. I did so because I felt as if no one got to connect to with the characters and get to know them. In my head, they had a long back-story with lots of conflicts, friends, and adventures. I continued because I wanted to share those ideas, and this is the PMD-L comic you know now and love. Some have even noticed that Aaron was more friendly in the first chapters than what he is now, and that is also due to that it was originally supposed to be 3 chapters. I am glad I continued it, and you guys keep me motivated all the time <3 I am more than happy to know you enjoy the comic and want to know more about it Honestly, thank you!

"Do you plan on drawing more FMA?"

YES...YES...and YES. However... I am more occupied with getting PMD-L done. When I say "done" I mean-...technically....The side-stories I have written up now. I want to get them done before I can do something else. But FMA is awesome and I really want to draw some more of our amazing little shrim-//slapped. I just watched Keldeo's movie, Vic's voice acting almost made me cry. It was so beautiful <3

"When did you first start drawing?" (wow, many asked this o.o)

I always enjoyed drawing as a kid, but I didn't really get much into it until I turned 13 or such. The story behind why I love art so much is-.....too long to be told in this journal. It's complicated, this is also why I love to have music that fits my drawings when I draw them, and also why some may call me a sadist at times (or compare me to Aaron//lmao).

"When did you first discover Pokemon?"

It's funny how it turned out. I remember watching Sailor moon on TV. Then a show like Pokemon came on and I was glued to the TV screen. My mother watched the show with me and allowed me to watch it. My dad though, thought it was too "brutal" for me, so I wasn't allowed to watch it. Whenever my mom and I would be alone at home, she'd put on the TV and allow me to watch Pokemon since she said it wasn't brutal at all. (no blood- no gore- no curses....not brutal XD unless you go to the Pokemon manga O_O have you read the manga!? pffff freaking Arbok getting cut in half and a Psyduck that's melted...) I loved Pikachu and started to draw him really horribly....XD yeah. round circles ftw- my only shape.

"Do you plan on drawing more tutorials on pokemon?? (how to draw them ecc.?)"

Yeah. I told you guys I'd try to do it at least once a month unless school and other work gets in the way. I've made several tutorials but never completed them because i learned how to draw the pokemon before the tutorial was finished. Some tutorials I still have in my PS unfinished are of these following pokemon; Zangoose - Shedinja - Monferno - Arceus - Chatot - etc...

What is your favourite animal?

Toucan <3

What is your favorite pokemon?

CATERPIE!!!!!!.......No srsly, Shiny Celebi <3 But Riolu is a close 2 along with Pikachu on 3rd place. The only reason Riolu isn't my favorite pokemon is because Celebi is a shiny <3 On the shiny-pokemon scale Celebi is first, on the non-shiny pokemon scale Riolu is first.

Are you going to continue writing your story HOPE? (I love reading what you have wrote so far)

Well, the chapters I put up were kind of BETA chapters. It's nowhere near what I have planned for it. Remember when FMA came out? The anime came and the manga wasn't completed, it caused the anime to drift off into its own thing. This is sorta what happened with HOPE, and I plan to continue on it once I get all the plotline correct and so on :3 It will be a manga instead of a long story.

Why did you start PMD-L? Was it just a plain idea that popped into your head, or was it an idea that's grown over a few years or months?

Ive always kind of made fanfics, but never thought about posting them or making a comic. PMD-L was something that was supposed to be a quick PMD-related story that could only give you an idea of how I do my comics, but it turned into something completely different. As said, 3 chapters were only supposed to be made, but I made more. And ive always wanted to make a comic, so that was the motivation.

What is always right next to you? {Basically, a favorite item question.}

Always a pen and paper, if i dont have that I kinda feel lost XD

your favorite anime?

Ao no exorcist at the minute. Project K has great animations but I havent read as far into the plot line as Ao no exorcist so Aone will still be the favorite <3 It's a great manga and show but I recommend watching the show before the manga. The manga goes more in-depth than the anime so....yeah. For people who want to understand everything simply, anime first; manga later ;u;

Favorite song/band?

Linkin Park, Skillet, Nickelback, Greenday, Celldweller, Red, 2pac, Hollywood Undead, Three days grace, Nightwish, Thousand Foot Krutch.......sigh....a LOT more <3 At the minute I'm addicted to

Favorite 6th gen starter Pokemon? Will you be adding any gen6 pokemon to your PMD-L comic once more of the series is revealed?

My favorite starter from gen 6 has to be Fennekin <3 Though Chespin is so close...I love them all to be honest <3 And yes, Chespin is drawn up and I revealed that he will be in the comic, though I won't tell you anything more about him, other than that he's somewhat related to ALICE. Yeah, shocking. Aaron! Alice is coming for you! stealing back her spotlight!

Your expectations for gen6?

GGGNNNHHHHH I have so many theories, too many to fit in here, but I'll tell you my main expectation. And that is that Fennekin won't be a f*cking fighting + fire type. Seriously, one more and I think ill lose my sh*t. But here is why I mainly think It won't be a fire + fighting type. (Kanto= Pure water type. Jotho= Pure everything Hoeen= Pure grass type Sinnoh= Pure nothing. Unova= Pure water type. New gen= ??? Pure everything? ) Just a thought XD I expect awesome graphics and amazing amazingness of music as well as gameplay and storyline. I have high expectations and they better not RUIN IT >_>  

Cookies,cake,pie,or muffins?

Awww D: I get to pick only 1?.... I'd put all 4 together xD <3 But if i had to choose...hm...depends on the kind of cookie/cake/pie/muffin. But I'll go with muffin since they're fluffy and very very deli-bird.

What's your favorite mythological animal?

UNICORNS!!!!!!!!.....nah XD jk. It'd probably be some...greek mythological creature...dunno, there's so many of em. Hydra I guess.

Do you ever draw something without a real plan for it? Does it turn out any better or worse than when you do have a plan?

Yeah, I do that all the time. Most of the times I dont have a plan for what I want and just free-derp around on the canvas. The picture I actually think I thought through fully was the last picture of "Blue thunder SS7" where Aaron is sitting inside the music hall. I had things planned there but the rest was just messing around.

The first time you draw with a tablet, it was difficult to you?

Yeah, of course it was! I was slow as hell! I also remember when I first got photoshop. I freaking hated to work with it and ....I also remember crying my eyes out because of the fact that what I drew on it was completely horrible compared to what I drew in sai. I felt so discouraged and didn't want to draw... but I still continued because I loved it, and because I wanted to punch photoshop in its weak spot without being brutal.

These are the questions I answered for now ;D If I get some more on the poll, ill make another journal ^w^ This was to celebrate that I reached 2000+ watchers yesterday 0u0 <3 Thank you guys >w< you're awesome! Can't answer more sadly- im working on PMD-L and a commission <3 ;n;

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Commissions are open but can be denied. I practically draw everything, so just ask.
Art trades and collaborations are open, though they rarely get accepted.
Sorry to say, I do NOT take requests.
I draw with a Bamboo tablet and use Photoshop.