After reading a bit of solipsism I decided to draw this. 1 night of just reading debates about solipsism I have come to the conclusion it is complete bogus x_x Though i don't think I needed research for that. I did get a few ideas though related to the previous picture about Aaron and regret.
Also inspired by this old song 8D > [link]
Lets assume that everything Aaron is experiencing is inside his mind. At what point does it end? How does it end? Is it effected by his emotions? If so, then the emotions of regret will make him think that it's right for the others to take his life (like he already thinks by the description of the other picture). The feeling of regret will make him want a second chance. A fan made a picture of Tami saying she'd give Aaron a second chance to entertain her, though that wouldn't turn out as expected... Giving Aaron a second chance would send him back in time to where he has no memory of who he is and/or what he does, making him complete the same mistakes like in the past because of his ignorance. In conclusion; he wouldn't remember Tami even giving him a second chance, and even if he would, he would be forced
to take the same actions in order to not let out his secret. This picture that is the "ending" will repeat itself simply because at some point, his secret will be revealed. It's inevitable. Tami will give him an infinite amount of chances since he is unable to change and he's only keeping her entertained the entire time. In short; it will be an infinite loop of death.
Dying, over and over again... Aaron, thinking he's going back in time to change the future, but in short, just coming to the same dead end each time. The thing that Aaron doesn't understand is that by keeping his past a secret from his teammates, he is in fact putting them through danger as well as himself. The answer that would kill this infinite loop of death would be for him to tell Alice by himself what happened in the past.
Only that way could he avoid everyone to get furious over his secret. Because the main reason everyone would be going nuts would be because of the actions he took to keep his past a secret. The only way Aaron will be free from taking those actions is by telling the truth. A skill he lacks because he is the hero of chaos.......Uh...yeah.........Do you guys get where I'm going with this? XD It's not really related to solipsism NOT PMD-L now stop asking for it to be story related, but it gave me the idea. If everything really is in our heads, where is the end? Or is there an infinite loop?
In this drawing I was trying to make it look like Aaron was using blue thunder, but it backfired. You can also see that his spheres turned much darker than what they were in the previous drawing :3 The cape is also breaking and pieces of it are flying away...sort of as if Aaron is just vanishing. This was a really quick drawing mainly because I have a song stuck in my head and I wanted to draw this for the song 8D <3
.....Anyone else who can't take Aaron seriously after the "fainting" drawing? XD
Yeah, it's NOT story related ._. deal with it. It never will be.